christmas pressies

Presents to ballet peeps all given. ><>

Thanks belle for the letter really, really enjoy reading it. But some parts are just too good to be true. Really. ^^ Did jiaxin really say that? I don't remember at all lorh! Even the slightest memory. Serious. Aww, but deyi sec is surely a better dance school than tkgs, their syf results were superb. You may not enjoy it here also, so yeah. But how come you don't really like your school? I bet your school dance must be really nice! ><

Thanks FS for pressie, as i said, i almost bought it but i 不舍得用! LOLS! Hmm i guess "till the end" is until you get in a ballet school, most probably, rb. Someday you will really be a prima ballerina, and i will watch your performances for sure. ^^ but i really love the picture, so sweet. (: I guess i can't buy from precious moments next time, we may end up buying the same presents, LOL!

SERA'S BACK FROM AUSSIE!!!! YAYYYY! My long lost bestie from pri sch, wonder if she enrolled in Australian Ballet School already.. Hmm. She's got the ang moh accent now. HEE. . Meeting up tmr HURRAYY!

Oh but melissa is leaving us. :( Fiona must be really sad to loose her bestie mann! They are like the closest besties in our batch/dance club. Never separated! LOLS.

Class today was tiring. Very. Let me see...
If I choose classical dance: PIGS CAN SURE FLY furthermore I'm not jiaxin or shermaine. MUAHAHA! It's the most tough and tiring dance.
If I choose free movement: I guess 50% chance, it'll be my all time record, I've never done it but this year's dance is nice. So shall consider..
If I choose character: which is AGAIN! There's 50% chance also.. I love it as much as free TOOO!
Shall not think so much, let ms pang decide. But if she ask me to choose, I will surely die. :\

merry christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL! ^^

THANKS ruoxi(: vivian(: shawniie(: lots more for the smses. xD

PICTURES! >.<

Breakfast on christmas day! I didn't bear to eat it. BUT I DID! Kekeke..

SUPERSTAR VIRGO! :) (taken by MEE!)

What cuzzies and us won during the cruise fun fair thingy.. There was only 4 of it in total! Christmas pressie from them. ><

Post continued (:

One of the events in the fun fair, yes ring toss >.<

Opps, long ago photo, actually not quite la, hahas. US at TECC! :) Ending post for our dance.

US with make-up and ms pang! :)

Looking back, our performance was well, quite successful, our positions and lines were neat and I got my steps right, luckily. It was really a rush for me, having to settle down back to the hot weather and the trainings, and still having to remember the tiring dance steps. But it was a challenge for me and I'm glad it was overall ok according to ms pang. (: ARGH but the music went wrong, it started too fast... So embarrassed on the stage. But we stood still. ^^ Up till now, I still remember the steps, it's tiring but I love it. Especially the allegro part. xD I had during trainings though, when we practised fouettes esp, So FUNNN! I really suck at it especially LEFT! Something's wrong with my left side, I only can do turns on my right, really, my left i feel funny, i wonder why. I guess it's too late to train now? Looks like I have made full use of my "Can you feel the love" costume, I use it for hmm.. one, two, three performances!! :D I hope there'll be another concert coming up, but I guess ms pang was just kidding the other time. .

YAY! Eunice is gonna have another sibling.. But no matter if it's a girl or boy, I know he or she will be as cute as Eunice. :) And tomorrow mummy's bringing me to Isetan private sale. SHOP SHOP SHOP without my brother cuz he has Maths Olympiad training.. FINALLY! A day, or rather half a day in peace. Probably gonna get Eunice's birthday present, a bit too early eh? LOL but there's discount so why not. Heh. And maybe some other me and mum's stuff. .

I'm totally ROTTING and staring into blank space at home now, no dance for more than a week le. PLUS I have not learnt charcter dance, I guess it'll be long time till I catch up. My legs and all are cracking everytime I split haha, but it doesn't hurt at all and cause I didn't stretch for long. And my split's getting from bad to worst. And swan lake was okay.. I have to say, the SDT dancers were very good, but Singapore's standards ain't really high. But still I loved the 16 fouettes part and the 4 signets part! I still remembered us doing this year... And the part we did should be end of Act 2, the corps de ballet part. Yupp. but the steps were of course much more cheem and different than ours.. And their tutus were lovely, nothing compared to our plain ones. I loved the Odette solo part the most, the one with turns and some allegro parts.. This year was definetely a swan lake year for me, I AM UTTERLY SICK OF THE SONGS! HAHA. The character part in Act 4 was nice, too. With some steps from grade 7 that I recognised. Just beautiful. :D

I have nothing to say anymore, the tears i've shed is enough. .

My phone's dead, and I DON'T want it alive again well, I don't think it'll be anymore. :) HAHA! Whatever larh.. CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY TO COME! Sorry for the LONGish post.. :P ALRIGHT, xinyi's signing off~~~

cruise

HAITUS! ><

~Away in the deep blue sea :)

short and sweet post, buhbye! xD

I'm sorry, It's just how stupid I am. . From the start of secondary school and grade 7 it's always:

I didn't treasure those who TREASURED me but instead i treasured those friends who not at all treasured me. .

I'm really sorry, DB. The so called quarrel was just how childish I was and ended up not talking to each other for MONTHS. . I hope we can get that bestieship back.. Well, thanks for sending those lovely friendship smses at that time when we almost let our friendship go.. It really touched my heart. I didn't realise there was such a good friend behind my back but all these experiences really let me know who are my true friends and who i should REALLY treasure. And I don't blame you for not having time with me cause of your trainings during recess, and I really wanna let you know that thanks for always being there. I miss outings with you and I may have wronged you last time. It was just a misunderstanding. I know, it's already come to a stage where.. it's almost impossible to patch things up but i believe if our friendship is really that strong, nothing will ever break it up. Sorry I didn't spend time with you this holidays, I was really busy with, ya u noe, dance. (: See you on 3rd January.

And belle, I knew last time there were the unhappy things and all, but thank you for forgiving me. . Well, it was just our childish acts. ><>

There's still lotsa people who treasures me and our friendship but I just I don't wanna post if not it'll be a long wordy post.

ARGH WHAT AM I TALKING? ...

STAY TUNED TO DANCINGFOREVA.BS.

Nice photo post coming up next! ;)

nothing..

current mood: happy! :) TIRED AGAIN!
sorry, I am still lazy to post on my Jap trip, with so many things to do!


YAY! Finally I learnt the concert item in just 3 REH!!!! THREEE! & it's finally, considered DONE! Well, I guess I'm quite satisfied with it. But still due to lack of training EVERYDAY last week for 2 hours, my stamina's running low. :S There's too many pose temps leves and by the time it reach the entinuo part, my entinuo sucks ok! XD I almost died but still I know to get the stamina I have to push myself and continue dancing and so we danced for 1 and a half hours today.. SO FUNNN but tiring.. Cleaned up lines, position, distance of every step and stuff. Then ms pang bought two long long "string" of flowers that we had to pluck out and for the remaining leaves, up till now we still don't know how to use them. No way will it gonna be on our head or around our neck (JUST KIDDING!). We'll look like hoola girls. LOL! Maybe keep it for another time.. Hees.


OHHH about yesterday's grade 7 class, it was great after warming up with rehearsal practice. Actually, I think 2 hours is just right for grade 7. 1 and a half like too short. But still :D Oh and i learnt free movement dance in 1 day, it's SO nice. But I know I'm not gonna do it, every year it'sd always FREE MOVEMENT OR CHARCTER. Yeahh, it always end up char though. ^^ But the dance and music, it's just SO NICE. And luckily I didn't forget my barre and centre if not surely get scolding de "P Yupp, looking good. Everyone in our class improving, well except me, yeah OF COURSE! It's just the old me, after one week ago. Back to tough training again for April next year. And renee's my partner. Well, she's good. xD Like obviously cuz she's advance level already. >.< color="#ff99ff">PINK ONCE AGAIN! :/ PINKY PINKY PINKKKKK! But yeah quite cool to be in front. :D HEE HEE! Character just rock every year la, I dunno, I just love all e exercises. Really. Esp the latto one, heh. :] free movement, hmm improving but as usual, still not there. My box step was better last time, I dunno why I just lost it. :(


TO FS: CONGRATS ON SO HIGH MARKS FOR INTERFOUND! Yeahh, you are born to dance so yeah I can believe you scored so well. XD maybe it's an all time high history. Lols. Next year this time gonna get mine :S I don even think it's a DIST! Really. Oh, and I really had this strange feeling it'll be 89. Serious. HEE! Let me see... my grade 5 mark. HAHAH! JIAYOU FOR PERF on sat! All EYES will be on you. Hahah, relax, you have and are gonna train hard for it RIGHT? :)) Yup that's all.



K, enough about ballet and stuff. To angela, I didn't know you went for the superstar Virgo cruise TOO! I'm going on 21st and will be back on 23rd which is swan lake perf day, yupp. Bet it was fun. >.<>ALRIGHT, ta-tas!


& WATEVER!~ I can't be bothered in all this childish stuff, anymore. I am a human too and i have a right to decide for MYSELF. :(

perf reh

Current mood: TIRED & lost & devasted but still, satisfied. :)

FIRST REHEARSAL; FULL DRESS TMR!

And so. . Everything was messy, well, for me. (: But in the end, I only did the whole dance erm properly?, ONCE! Yeah, that was the last time.


Just realised, we need not rush over to TM for G7 class, we even have time for lunch. YAY! And we are SO gonna practice more cuz studio's available. DOUBLE YAY. Ok, this is so lame.


SIGH! I think the first part of the dance, the port de bras part, is quite okie, not that tiring and not complicated. But the second part of the dance, the allegro part, actually, i was looking forward to at least SOME sissone farames.. But ended up as usual, lotsa pose temps leves & shasay hops & spins & taking the "feelers" (WHICH I ALWAYS MISS!) and worst still, entinoue (don't know how to spell) too. It's the 360 degree turn in the air thingy with grande battement action. :D Quite fun actually. SO GOOD LORH! Angela and Ger get to do split jetes!! T.T while rest of us have to do entinoue.. :( Luckily it's not the REALL performance tmr, I'll surely die. Learning the dance in less than 2 hours, 1 hour plus. . Haiz.


Oh and the seniors were SO NICE! ^^ Ours is nothing compared to theirs... But still, I promise we're gonna perfect it before Friday comes.. I JUST NEED PRACTICE, LOTS OF PRACTICE!


Now I still have G7 free movement dance to worry about.. TT someone HELP. But luckily I went for every coaching class before my Jap trip so HOPEFULLY i still remember all e barre, character and fm, and everything i leanrt and yeah see how it goes. . I most likely won't be doing fm dance but i still have to learn it. XD


TECC FOR FULL DRESS TMR. So NOT looking forward to it. I am sure to forget steps and black-out, but ms pang can't blame me, cuz it'll be my SECOND time doing the item. (: still, I noe i have to give it my best. Now, I just feel like having a nice hot shower after that tiring rehearsal. . . & maybe try to recall the steps I kinda "ZOOMED" through today. I didn't learn from scratch, but I guess, this is a challenge for me, to learn it in such a short period of time. And to not loose my faith, confidence and carry on...


& I just don't know why... :/ watever..

holiday

I AM BACK! SO NICE TO BE HOME...

It's been just a WEEK and SO many things happened. Really. Was so stressed yesterday evening/night. . Didn't know what was going on about concert and G7. Anws, to the people who
replied my smses, a big THANK YOU! :D


I remember when there was Tuesday Grade 7 class, coincidentally at the same time i just went in the onsen, in other words, hotspring baths. My whole body felt so rejunvenated. (: But the feeling about missing the practice as time goes by. . IT'S TOTALLY HORRIBLE! Missing out everything every milli-second.. I thought i could give myself a break, but I just couldn't.. :( I was dying to take a flight back to S'pore that VERY MINUTE.. :S Yeah, I know. Impossible. ^^


And on friday when Grade 7 class was on, I enjoyed the most delicious meal EVER! Haiz... EAT EAT AND EAT! And the tour guide told me there was this Japanese ballerina, forgot what name le, who acted in "shall we dance" i think. . It's an american movie but was originated from Jap, she acted in the Jap one. OH MY! SHE HASN'T EATEN MEAT FOR 10 YEARS! Just living on veggies and rice to keep that slim figure. And everyday she goes to the gym for don't know how MANY hours. Her whole BODY is like she "given" it to ballet. Wow, the passion is SO deep. It's a huge sacrifice. Of course, her legs and all, some have already kinda disfigured. AWW! But she continues to train every single day of her life. I think normal people like me, nah, i can't do it. ><
It's too big a sacrifice for ME. Ballet is like her LIFE mann. So envious. xD But yeah, i agree it's hard to be professional in this field, unless you have a real born talent and you are willing to give up EVERY single thing for ballet. Ok enough of it.


Then yesterday during saturday grade 7 class i was on the plane back to singapore. Heard the nutcracker final waltz on the audio programme which is coincidentally our concert item song. . Watched Ratatouille and Daddy Day Care too. So cute larh!


I don't believe I can learn the item in just TWO HOURS. Nahh, I don't have faith in myself at all. You guys have been training 2 hours PER DAY in the past week... HOW CAN I CATCH UP?! Close to impossible. Haiz. . I'll just give a try and maybe by LUCK I can learn the item before TUES! Which is the following day. :S It's too late to back out AND SHE won't let me. :( JIA YOU THE 6 OF US! I HOPE WE CAN DO IT... :/


Hopefully gonna see Eunice later.. Maybe after this ONE WEEK, she have grown a bit. HAHAS! About my Japan trip, I will post about it soon... LOADS of pics to be downloaded..


& I am getting further and further away from you, since i got back. I think the outing... It'll never ever happen. . I knew sooner or later, it'll be like that. You don't understand me anymore as much as you did last time.. I don't think i do too. . :/ Why does this always happen to good and close friends?! It always does. :S Maybe it's me.. Just too emo, but i think i'm stating a fact. Still, I'm going through a period of melancholy. I shall say no more. :)

No subject

Your Birthdate: August 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May

Err.. quiz not quite true, I don't have many talents, well, not even one. ^^ And people don't need to be jealous about my intelligence cuz really, I aren't one bit clever academically. :D OH YES! I'm always bored... :S

jap

12 MORE HOURS I WILL BE CHECKING IN AT CHANGI AIRPORT T2!
hahas, quite near my house. ^^
lalalalallal~ will be back on 1st Dec!


I WILL MISS YOU, MY FRIENDS, MY LAPPY/COMP, EUNICE :D, OREO :D, MANY MORE.. BUT NOT FORGETTING.. haiz.. Grade 7 coaching classes. D:


YAY! I knew ms pang won't give up so easily on the performance for graduation concert! This time it's only 4 of us. :( So, well I decided to go. ^^ But it's rehearsal, rehearsal, and rehearsals after I come back from Japan. Pretty cool, to occupy my time. . WONDER WHAT SHE'S GONNA CHEOROGRAPH! CROSS MY FINGERS THAT IT'S NOT GOING TO BE A POINTE ITEM. I seriously am NOT ready. XD


Ok, last post already.. Guess I'll need some sleep in case I can't adapt to the SQ airplane seat.
HEE!


TO YOU- enjoy a whole week free without my spamming smses. Hee! Hope you'll enjoy your classes. :) Will message you when I touch down on the 1st. XD
BELLE- rest well, don't hurt your ankle further. Wait till your ankle's fully recovered then you start to dance again. Ok? Enjoy dancing without me also. :) Oh, and improve your sissone farames! :P YOU CAN DO IT!

~There's still a whole lot more people i wanna say too also.. But opps, running out of time. Going for lunch now.~

MISS YOU SINGAPORE!

busyday

Last post before a one-week holiday in Japan! ^^

Wondering why is there a conflict between the two grades. I just don understand seniors. :S if anyone of you happen to pass by. Sorry if we DID make u all angry or rather, pissed. I was only barely doing poses and practising lame duck. And the rest were following.. I can't see anything wrong with that. So ENVIOUS of ms lee's grade 7, their seniors willing to take time off to help ms lee teach G7 when she's busy and it's most of the time. Grade 7 also learn grade 8 work. HOW COOL IS THAT? HOW I WISH I HAD SUCH GD SENIORS! blah blah. never. It'll NEVER EVER HAPPEN. [: But whatever, I can't be bothered to talk about this subject anymore. Definitely, I pledge that I will NEVER EVER treat my juniors the same way as they are treating us right now. Not that I'm angry or what, but I just don understand why they hate us so much. :/

Rushed down all the way from school to TM for ballet.. How I wished I stayed longer. Sec 4 farewell was SUPERB FUNN! (: Haiz... Thanks for coming today! ^^ Class was super boring. Ran through barre and centre a few times.. So glad I DIDN'T LEAD THE CLASS! (:

SEC 4 FARWELL... You all have left deep memories in my heart. From when we first joined dance club. We were like strangers, and we, sec1s were so shy. (: Then came SYF where we bonded more. . and then finally to this dance camp that I'll NEVER forget. Well, I've only know u all for one year plus. But still, will mis ya all... Come back and visit us when u guys are free okie? ^^ sorry really sorry I missed the last part of farewell.. Guessed people cried? LOL!

It has been a tiring day.. Last class before MY BREAK tmr, in the morning.. Ta-tas! ^^ Will post about my holiday when I'm back. :)

dance class

Yup, just came back from grade 7 class. (: Did not have the mood to dance before class. . But still, class was quite okayye. ^^ Yay gona learn character dance tmr, maybe I'll choose it once again... Depends x)) PIROUETTE TODAY WAS OUT OF PURE LUCK! For goodness sake. -.- This is what I call pirouette luck. "D Enjoyed class with all of you esp. **! (: Didn't tell me you coming! ^^

~*~

Thank you for always being there. You'll be left in my heart as ** forever and nothing will change that. Hope you'll get to fufil your dreams and all the best to you. T.T SO gonna miss ya smses and stuff.. :( sighh. . . Thanks for encouraging me during my BAD dancing days and replying all my LONGish smses 24/7 although SOME were late late late replies. :) You really did bring colours to my life, at the darkess moments, when I almost lose confidence that I had before. . . Sometimes your smses are TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. seriously.

~*~

DANCE CAMP 5 DAYS NEXT WEEK! WILL HARDLY UPDATE! :( BOO-HOO! Lalalalala~ So fast it's already like near mid-Nov! Hope I don miss class on Fri cuz of Sec 4 farewell, or I'll lose out ANOTHER 1 CLASS! :(

*YAWN* I NEED A NICE REST BEFORE CLASS TMR! NIGHTIIES! (:

& I do not noe if i hv wat it takes 4 G7.. :( thanks for all the loveliie smses! I <3>

frenship

None of my friendships lasts...



Maybe it's just my bad karma :(


when will I find find my best friend? ...


LOL, sry it's just a random post... :(

tight dance schedule

~*~ HEY! ~*~

Dancing allows me to explore myself in so many ways, to learn about my limitations and strengths, my ability to cope with adversity and to go further than I thought I could. You find out what you're made of. ~Andrew Asnes This quote really inspired me. ^^



Do it big, do it right, and do it with style. ~Fred Astaire This as well. (:


Some people seem to think that good dancers are born,but all the good dancers I have known are taught or trained. ~ Fred Astaire ERR.. This I'm not sure. heh. :)


When you take dancing lessons, you learn steps and you learn steps and you learn steps. It can go on for a long time. And then one day, you just learn to dance, and it is so different. ~Bill Austin Quite true. :)


Even when she walksone would believe that she dances.{Même quand elle marcheon croirait qu'elle danse.} ~ Charles Baudelaire TRUE, TRUE!


I do not try to dance better than anyone else. I only try to dance better than myself. ~ Mikhail Baryshnikov VERY NICE. I love it. xD


While I dance, I cannot judge, I cannot hate, I cannot separate myself from life. I can only be joyful and whole. That is why I dance. ~Hans Bos I TOTALLY ADORE THIS QUOTE!

OK I SHALL STOP if not I'll be crazy about quotes. LOL!

I will be on hiatus from 19 Nov to 7 Dec. Here's why..

DANCE CAMP @ school & CBA from 19- 23rd.

Flying to Jap on 25th coming back on 1st. for a short break.

Kinderland graduation dance performance rehearsal starts on 2 Dec, full dress on 4th actual on 7th.

Yeah.. I guess it's really a tiring dance period at that time.
Guess I won't be even touching the comp. HEH! (:


SOME RANDOM PHOTOS!~



Water babies ^^ so prettaye (:







Hahas, one of ms pang's famous strechings.. wish i was THAT flex. ^^







The Sylph in La SylPHIDE! LOL! so funny yesterday during class!

I just realised the GAY pose is actually called Les or is it La Sylphide. LOL!

OKAY! Shutting down the comp, so super bored! ^^




To achieve some depth in your field requires a lot of sacrifices. ~ Mikhail Baryshnikov(famous ballerina) * FS, this is for you, for if you really realise your dream. <3

lalalalal~

Some self-encouragement for class later. Yeah I know, so lame.

AND I DECIDED TO POST! (:

YAY BALLET TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How happy can I veer be. :P Yeahh, i guess and predict I'm gonna suck today cuz I'm all 'rusty' after 2 weeks of not-dancing. Yeah..

DANCE CAMP COMING UP! YAYYE! Can't wait for the tees.. LOL. Aiya so sad, must go almost everyday, how i wish i was in group A.. Min 1 course ONLY! AHHH! May have to miss Friday's ballet :( 19-23rd!!!!!!!!!!!

And to kat about that coincidental thing. LOL! I think I'm gonna die, I think both Hsien Fa and Xujie will hate me, I don expect them to like me. LOL!

OK! Time for ARGH, tuition! I have to force myself to 'enjoy' it.. :( No choice..

6pm oustide changing room, YAY! (:

Bet I'll get scolded. LOL! I forget all my work, MOST IMPORTANTLY THAT gay port de bras. AHHA! Oh my, can I even remember character and free? ... I think so :P

lol!

CONGRATS ANGELA FOR HAVING YOUR FIRST BLOG! 加油! ^^

*opps*, and sorry belle, just realised i haven't linked you! (:

SHORT POST! :P

it's such a bright and sunny day! (: and I slept in for more hours than i expected.. -.-" LOL! ^^ hahas i am using cheerful colours!

quzzies!

Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.(lol!)
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY BELLE! :P

Favourites
Favourite Color: all e colours of e rainbow~
Favourite Food: not in favour of any. ;)
Favourite Movie: hmm.. HAIRSPRAY!
Favourite Sport: BADMINTON (tat's a yes, yes!) & swimming bah. .
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday!
Favourite Season: s'pore has no seasons but.. hmm, autumn
Favourite Ice Cream: Strawberry cheesecake; Ben and Jerry's & Haagen Dazs

Currents
Current Mood: BORED! :o
Current Clothes: Hmm.
Current Desktop: ?windowsXP?
Current Time: 10.15am
Current Surroundings: STUDYROOM, QUIET w/o my bro at home xD
Current Annoyances: -NIL-
Current Thoughts: I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT TUESDAY! :(

Firsts
First Best Friend: AVELENE(: and DEBBY(: since kindergarten.
First Crush: Never had, never will (: (sry, tat was frm Belle.
First Movie: can't remember :P if it's performance, the nutcracker.
First Lie: seriously, i can't remember mann!
First Music: probably some calming baby music? LOL!

Lasts
Last Drink: FRUIT JUICE! YUMMY!
Last Car Ride: I just woke up, in my dreams? hmm.. Yesterday, out of lunch with mum at white sands, to wait for bro?
Last Crush: Don't have silly!^^ argh.
Last Phone Call: Maternal grandma; she just called -.-"
Last CD Played: Kelly Clarkson; BREAKAWAY

Have You Ever...?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: hmm.. if going out together; YUP!
Have you ever broken the law: LOL NO! *innocent* o:)
Have you ever been arrested: What a stupid question, duh, NO!
Have you ever been on TV: Nah.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: MAD! If there's such a person; he or she may be insane o.O NAH!

Random 5 things you are good at: (can I not say) (: but definetely; not eating. ^^
4 things you've done today: Eat breakfast, bath, blogging, blaming my stupid tv recorder! I FORGOT TO REWIND THE NEW TAPE; so i missed out...

3 things you can hear right now: HMM.. *listening attentively* My keyboard sound, mum washing plates, dad talking on phone to his clients. o.O

5 People to tag:(with blogs) sry if ur name's not mentioned, i shall choose 5 ppl who last tagged muii, some frens (: BTW, belle and chenyun, u all not supposed to do again right? o.O
`*~avelene
`*~huihui
`*~shawniie
`*~victoria wah
`*~niki(:

OK, i just realised; Belle and Chenyun's quiz are different so yeahh.

CHENYUN TAGGED ME:D
My relationship with her: classmates; dance clubers!
5 impressions i have of her. LOL! CHEERFUL; CRAZY BOUT DANCE :P; FRIENDLY; PASSIONATE; HAPPY? so random ^^
Most memorable thing done for me LOL, I DUNNO!
Most memorable words she has said to me hmm, was there? l0l!
Most desirable thing I want to do for her now.I HAVE NO IDEA.;)
My overall impression of her is DANCEYY!.
Characteristics i love about myself.
WELL. given a chance to LEARN BALLET. (: being able to at least hit a shuttlecock. LOL! crap on ce again!
Characteristics i hate about myself. hmm.. sometimes i ain't a reali gd fren?
Most ideal person i want to be. dunno, me?; maybe Anna Pavlova?

A message for people who care for me and like me. THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE! <3>
TWO QUIZZES DONE; hmm. QUITE FUN! TA-TAS! [[:

BORING!

AREN'T THEY LOVELIIE?! (:

OMG! My childhood friend... I'VE FINALLY FOUND HER! been separated for so many years.. AND YES! so coincidentaly my friend in same sec sch class... and yup! BEST FRIENDS REUNITED AGAIN!~ ((:

AIYA! holidays are super boring, started reading animal farm which is supposed to be a lit book for sec 2. THIS IS HOW BORED I AM. Thank you. :(

MEDIACORP ROCKED!

shall update other pictures TMRR! wells, or maybe ltr on. COLLECTING SEC2 BOOKS NOW! CAN'T WAIT!!!!! (:

sad

MUST YOU REALLY REALLY GO?!
I'm so sad.. I'll miss those smses that are safely kept in my phone, ur dancing and most of all, YOU! SIGH! Well, that's how strong your passion is. Hope I can still fufil my little dream about going out for a movie. :S I AM always that busy. . I WILL MISS YOU but you will stay in my heart as FS forever!~ :(

LOL! CHANGE OF MOOD! Had usual coaching class and yeah, one of my better dancing days I suppose? Wierd. . Ms Pang didn't touch at centre pirouettes at all. o.O She touched at technique. Yup, getting to know the exercises better as I go for regular classes so yeah, I HOPE I DON'T MISS OUT during overseas. . I would really need help then. :( Yep, went early to practice setwork. . Well, I still suck at barre, as usual but on the whole, I feel that grade 7 character and free movement ROCKS! CAN'T WAIT TO LEARN MORE. I can't believe it. . My scarf has actually "behaved" haha! I SUCK AT SCARF WORK in Grade 6.

Congrats on creating a blog RUOXI[[: u'll be en my links pretty soon. After this post bah! CONGRATS on being an understudy for ur ballet sch's dance concert, AREN'T YOU PRO! lalalalla~ I WAN CRESTAR TO HAVE A CONCERT AGAIN!!!! :(

It's good to fufil your dreams especially if you are with a born talent, but I'll still miss ya deeply, in my heart......... :/ No more spam smsing from me (opps!), no more FS dancing.. BOO-HOO! Oh my am I gonna cry.. Well, anyways, best of luck for your results!

grade 7

"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky"

Grade 7 CHARACTER and FREE MOVEMENT is lovess. [:
I suck at BARRE!! ^^




wish you were here..

the wonderful day

HAPPY B'DAY SHAWNIIE, SAUNA, once DB! (: your thirTEEN!
We've been through thick and thin and really tough times, but you will always be my friend.
Oh yes was I touched by those loveliie smses. I almost cried. Thanks for today and I hope you enjoyed it.
Congrats en getting a MP3 FINALLY. hahas. I know the talks were like darn boring but yeah, I've enjoyed your company and EW that gross sight. It freaked me out.
Friendship is not always perfect, one second we are as close as sisters and the other, we can be like strangers. But that's what friendship is all about isn't it? I've learnt a lot from this time and I hope you will too.

I've patched a friendship but lost a VERY, VERY, VERY important one. Can someone please tell me HOW lucky i can be.
I can't stand it any longer.. ANYMORE.
WND, page 598 "How far can our wisdom take us? Even if we have enough wisdom to distinguish hot from cold, we should seek out a good friend"
BUT I JUST CANNOT FIND THAT PERSON. I am sick and tired of searching and searching. But i know it'll take TIME...

" COMPASSION refers to the spirit of true friendship"
I think those meetings really help mee a lot, pulling me up when i fall, no-one can ever do that, i;m just too difficult.

OMG! Eunice turned, well not a full pirouette but she kinda turned at 20 months! While me and my mum were shopping at OG the other time we saw this cute lil tutu.. I was so tempted to buy it for her but it was only a white plain one. So i thought I would custom make one for her instead.

TODAY WAS MY BEST DAY FOR THE MONTH? We patched up and yeppie we topped the class for the financial thingy. $26,433.11! NET WORTH! hahah. Hope it's one of your b'day pressies! Btw, the class was clapping for you. (:

lalala...

Had first grade 7 class today and as usual, i sucked.. (: It's typical now. For me. Yeah, I agree it's getting tougher and tougher each grade but i'm not even sure if i'm even GOOD enough for it. Well, obviously I'm not.. Maybe it was fate that the coaching classes and my CCAs don clash.. But oh yes, i got THE form today.
OH, i'm so scared.. If I'm willing to take up the challenge of inter-found AND grade 7 together.. I'm afraid I can't cope. Oh wells, At the most, I'll just give up on grae 7..
AHHH! Everybody's waiting for their EOYs to be over, when my is, and ok, I'm bored... I can't be stuck at the computer whole day.. Well, and tkgians might be celebrating...
Life is just so painful...... We did grande jetes (which USED to be my fav) after so long and yeahh. I sucked. Well, on the LEFT.
It's forever and only my LEFT foot, which I really duno why,
Tomorrow's SUNDAYYE! (: Sadly, no more fav classes at LP, there was really good memories.. BUT I DON CARE! Ms Pang promised for extra classes there someday! YAY! XD
I'm lovin sunday cuz my mum actually BOOKED a baminton court!! YEPPIE! Badminton's my fav, next to ballet... WELL, i don noe NOW. HELP.

Sad and lonely moments fill my life... It's not that simple anymore... I really wish you could share the joy with me... Maybe then i won't feel bored. I'm sick and tired of living, I don see the reason why I live. ( don worry, i have no bad intentions) (: Is it really dance? Or perhaps badminton?? Or just to just learn how to be a better person. :(

lalalala

"If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die... Dreams see us through forever, where clouds roll by, for you and I." I just fell in love with quotes and poems, (:

Confused= ME. I don't know anymore. Yup, I guess I lost it. I want to enjoy Maths Trail, just in anyway, no matter which group I am in and everything. I know it's a great opportunity because it's kinda like Amazing Race WITH math problems, how cool can that be? Did I agree last time? I've forgotten, well, I just kinda remembered just suggesting.. Ah, forget it!

Well, Mathematics End of Year was tough for me. WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR?! I used to be strong in Math, I practised and so on.... But I think Math was the overall killer for me in the Finals. Yeahh. I kinda loved Math VERY SUPER MUCH for this whole year until now. My CAs are okie, for math. I'm scared to see my results... If I had a choice, I would rather re-do. My life is that horrible, full of regrets. But anyways, I've already given my best. (:

MUAHHAHAH! I tricked Ms Pang in doing a double. Must be her eyes, I bet she didn't see properly..Well, no matter how hard I try, i'll never succeed. That's me. ^^ I'm not as lucky as those with pure talents so I just have to accept it this way. Sunday was the last lesson at LP with Grade 6s. I sucked horribly, ok I admit. I WAS thinking of studies and some sad things, very troubled. I know I could just black out and dance, but i just couldn't. It kinda affected me, on the whole.

I hope THIS friendship will last forver.... I can't imagine losing THIS one too, I PROMISE IT'LL NEVER HAPPEN. Thanks for replying my longish smses even though i know UR busy mugglin'! BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL UR EOYs! I know it's a really important year for you, especially when it's subject combination. Yup, yup i understand. I will treasure every friendship from now cuz once it's broken, I find it really hard to put it back, it's that fragile. I'm afraid, I have to stay like that forever. But at least I know someone's happy with her other friends, and I am also happy with my other friends, I don't wish to piece it up. I know it's selfish of me, but I've tried not only once, but many, very hard. It's still pulling away every single moment. I guess this friendship has taught me how to treasure OTHER (: friendships more so i guess I'll have to get on with life.

With one more paper left, I'm not at all satisfied, well i guess a bit, but I really am worried for my results. Those subjects I'm weaker in turned out differently, I guess I have to rely on these subjects to pull me up for Maths, I can't even believe I'm saying this! PULL ME UP FOR MATHS! :( WHY!! didn't they set the paper easy? WHY!! Must it be the tough paper for EOY? SIGH!

Thanks dear Ruo Xi for the lovely ballet slipper cupcake, I didn't feel like eating it, too nice! But yummy it was icing with brownie.

REALLY REALLY REALLY hope I'll see lil' Eunice on sunday! Maybe I can go earlier because I have no ballet in the morning already? I WAN OREO TOOOO~ Bet she's a fat lil old grandma already, I don't recall bringing her for dog run since AGES! I guess my aunt and uncle are too busy taking care of Eunice. HAHA, Oreo kinda learnt how to be independent, before Eunice was born, she was BADLY pampered, partly by me, with all those dog massage I love to do! ^^ she'll fake sleep, PRETENDING to close her eyes and relax. I know it's the ATTENTION that she wants. l0l! I've been partly neglecting Oreo, (a) because end of year was coming (b) I'm OBSESSED WITH EUNICE. HAHA! (c) I am so busy these days to look after her. I FEEL GUILTY. Speaking of neglecting, YOU don have to feel so, haha, silly FS! I understand and noe ur mugglin. XD I hope to see BOTH Oreo and Eunice as soon as I can!!

加油!! U've been mugglin since HAHA, I bet earlier than me so I KNOW your results turn out good, trust me. (: LET'S PLAY HARD AFTER BOTH OUR EXAMS. ^^ miss ya truck loads! HAHA!

THIS IS THE END OF MY POST. I know it's random. HEH. (:

EOYs

Oh yes, I AM finally tagging...

It's just half way through, PERSERVERE & PERSIST. Ahh.. It 's just after Thursday and i can RELAX...

Today's geog was tough. Geog's always one of my fav and better subjects but yeahh. It turned out tough.
Mapwork was alright. Spotted only one mistake.. I memorised ALL the oceans and not one of them came out. -.-

Pretty pissed. Heh. Anw, at least I knew the rest of the 9 places. Was busy reciting to myself about the techtonic plates, rivers, fold mountains. Glad I didn't have much of a problem for the other 9.

On the whole, it was the essay questions and some of the tricky MCQs that were tough. Quite alright. Literature was good. Yup.
Oh gosh, my hands and shoulders are ACHING! Due to too much essays i think...

"You are living happily without me, i don see the need to glue up this friendship anymore. I don wish to interfere into your life. I hope you will give JN a chance. We may have been the best of friends once. But I dont noe anymore.. I just lost it..... We have different passions and likes and dislikes... I was lucky to have met you once and I thought this friendship will last forever. Friendship is like glass, once it's broken, no-one will be able to fix it back again... YOU are correct. I'm losing it every moment, every second.. As it goes further and further.. But whatever. Life has to go on. Thank you for the memorable days, for half a year. I will never forget that. Go find a better bestie, better than me."
-to that person, from the bottom of my heart.

Ok, enough of those sad things... Eunice's SO adorable now.. AWW... Right, I don't know how she did a plie, the last time I saw her. But she couldn't jump. LOL! And I TELL YA SHE'S SUPER FLEX. Yeahh, babies are naturally flex larhh. HAHA. So cute (: And she touched her knees with her nose. Well, at least she's enjoying it. SPREAD THE WORD OF DANCE. XD

Too bad my aunt wants her to learn piano, mainly because my aunt wanted to last time but she didn't get a chance to. So she wants Eunice to learn. HAHA. But my aunt also says if Eunice is interested in ballet, she might even want to let her learn. OH COOL!!! So great to have a younger girl cuzzie. But she's not the really quiet and timid type. She loves to play ok. And she gets addicted in front of the TV. Like ME when i was young. She loves High 5. She dances and sings in front of the TV. o.O Yeahh. Lovely girl. Wonder how she's gonna look like next time.

Picking bro up later i was back at 10am. Heh. It's the SHORTEST school day ever. until 9.30pm. Cuz of exams. Yupps. Having lunch at either White Sands or somewhere around there. YAYYE! Have meeting tmr night, dance in e morning, SUNDAYYY! :( Last day at Loyang Point. I knew we couldn't stay there for long. I'm beggining to love THAT silly pillar. AHHAS. Kinda miss it. And I can only have pirouette luck in LP. LOL, I dunno why. (: wierd me. The studio has really A LOT of childhood memories.... Since I was 4.. I remembered the cute lil pink skirt we wore. Bebe ballet always b4 our class. They are so cute lah. ^^ And they hugged Ms Pang before they left.

Afternoon- STUDY FOR HISTORY.. *random mood* :

"Prayer- It is a challenge to fit the gear in your own life with the motion of the universe. It is an exciting drama to embrace the universe, turn the entire cosmos into your ally, reverse the situation and begin directing your life towards happiness." (:

sunday class

Swan lake's in the air~~~ (:

YAY! Finally I'm posting. TODAY WAS LIKE THE BEST CLASS EVER! HAD THIS FEELING IT'LL BE GREAT SOMEHOW... Too bad U weren't here... :( Yeahh.. We had half our class combined with Advance girls cuz their exam's tmr and Tues. Yep. Ok, and Ms Pang forced us to their work.. I think it was just Adash and some other centre work. WOW! They WERE TREMENDOUSLY SUPERB! And Angela was nice too. (: Her double's ALWAYS nice. ^^ some magical head u have. HAHAHHA! And their dance was really nice too, I'll NEVER IN A LIFETIME be as good as them. EVERYTHING WAS JUST SO PERFECT!

Today's Cheryll's 1st month, a friend of my mum's daugther. AWW.. Missed it because of ballet. But i gave it my best shot, So yeahh. Going to ballet was the right choice... If I went, I MAY have saw Bernita!!!... SO sad :( But she may be at home busy muggin for As too, so it's alright... Although it's been very long since i last saw her at a show... I guess today's like the really good day for me. I'm going to my uncle's wedding dinner later. Yummy food. I'll say NO! to shark fin. As i always do.. I really think Shark Fin's just TOO cruel.. I just can't think about it. Everytime I see the bowl of soup.. Eww. Nevermind..

English paper 1 and 2 en Thurs!! Actually I aren't nervous at all, dunno why. I didn't even study for English cuz there isn't a need to.. I dunno how to study for it. LOL!

TO EVERYONE, MUG WELL AND HARD!!! BEST LUCK FOR EOYS!!! Sec 4s, 'O's!!! (: Lucky people, prelim's over..

hairspray

hee hee.. ^^

HAIRSPRAY IS LOVESSS <33.3.30pm! "THANKS" Ms Chiam. You know what? Ms Pang's class at 3.30pm! HAHA. Good luck to me. Anw, I'm probably going on sunday so yeahhh.. BUHBYES!

public performance at white sands2

HERE'S WHAT U WAITED FOR SO VERY LONG. TO SOMEONE. XD



DEDICATED TO MS PANG; for all her guidance for rushing back to get the music, PARENTS: LOVE YA ALL LOADS, FRIENDS; FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME, last but not least,,, SOMEONE SPECIAL. for helping me see the light. (: you noe who u r XD This solo won't be happening without ALL of ur SUPPORT. <3>

here's a grp photo!

my split super ugly oO it's not my best. Angela's arabesque so nice lahh! to me, wht a wierd SMILE... vivien and trish so cute. hahas!

public performance at white sands

GROUP DANCE! (: SMILE! remix. 2nd port de bras n dunno how to spell. XD

SEE US? waiting anxiously for ms pang. hee hee. Angela, ME and Vivien!

ALL WENT WELL. thankfully.. so happy!! we got free nuggets, fries and drink after we performed. So happy. Shall admit. We secretly ate in studio. Opps. Haha! And Ms Pang came in we just had to continue our well deserved "feast" outside Crestar. (:

We reached White Sands shopping mall at about hmm.. 3.40pm yeahh. When we on THAT train from Tampines Mall with all our make-up done, clothes over costumes.. MS PANG FORGOT TO BRING THE CD!! NO MUSIC= NO DANCE! we were freaked out, really.. how could we forgot.. :( anw, it's not ms pang's fault entirely.. we should have reminded her!! Yup. We RAN, DASHED to white sands backstage or rather at the SIDE of the stage while ms pang went back to collect the music. I TELL YOU WE WERE ALL PANICKING! When Ms Pang FINALLY arrived after missing two trains there and back and long waiting, WE DANCED at 4pm (arnd there) Our dance item was delayed. There was Miss Lavelle's students.. Grade 4s they danced to Reflections. Well, they were okayye. But i THINK ms pang's GRADE 4S can do better. No offence, just speaking the truth. HEE! :D

And after our group item I danced this "unexpected thing".. "THANKS" Ms Pang for telling me SO LATE. I think i embarrased myself like totally. I DIDNT DO FREE MOVEMENT! Why cant Trish do or something. SHE INSISTED. I was so FUSTRATED OK. :( Seriously. If i had a choice i'd rather Trish, Angela or someone else to DANCE la! Yeahh, and we had this loud appualse after our group item, Ms Pang thinks it's her older girls.. Dunno la.. Wierd. We don even noe who, there were so many people so we couldn't spot the bunch. oO

Back to september holiday homework. YAYYE! SEEING BABY EUNICE LATER! Hope she can talk now.. Rather than just baby language all the time. But anws, I still love her, my dearest cousin. ((: NOT FORGETTING OREO, DEAREST JACK RUSSELL! (:

THE VIDEO IS TAKING SO LONG TO BE UPLOADED MANN! yay! it's done! so near yet so far... they are processing it now.. :( it's gonna take AGES MANN AGES! ARGHH!

TKGS rest and relax

YUP. & THAT day came.

It was finally dance club's Rest and Relax performance. It's just part I.. So it's not over till next weds. THANKS :D Soniya, Sinthiya, Athirah, Fiona and Melissa aka SHREK! (hee.. kidding. :P), the whole CROWD who supported us. I did seconde port de bras with dearest RuoXi (: for grade 6 classical section. We had dances from each grade starting from grade six up to vocational. XD It was pretty ok after all. ((: OH. and G & Noelle were SUPERB!!! They did grade 8 dances... Poetique still in my head.. It's very addictive. HEH! :3

Yesterday's CCA was just watching the group As and waiting for our turn to snap a photo in our WHITE LEOS AND TUTU (: finally. my first one. (: G and RuoXi did tht swan lake post from SDT and i did it with kim. IT WAS SOOO MUSCEL-ACHING! seriously. it's AWW. we had to stay there for like so long until Ms Chiam was FINALLY satisfied.. And before tht RuoXi, Fiona, SHREK and I sat on THAT squeaky swing and we swung so high that fiona's bun got hit by the branch. OPPS> :) And we were super HIGH! laughing like mad people.

CA3 RESULTS ARE OUT! so far about 3 A1s :( blaming myself for not revising properly. this is the result of excessive DANCE. With swan lake music in my head now... l0l. English suddenly shot up to 80+. yupps. YAY! sighh.. science is still LOW. hate physics. :( not much of biology in our textbook this year. That explains why my marks is this low.. i think. My rough gauge that my overall average will be 72. :(( EVEN MORE SAD! That's just A2. sigh. I've gotta work harder
for final year exam. blahh.

TODDLES~! ^^

Eunice

Hey people! :D
THANKS, dearest fs <3>presentmay be small but it's the thought that counts. :D Anw, ballet on sat.. FINALLY! (: Ms Chiam not in town so can be able to attend Ms Pang's lesson. YEPPIE! Most probably going for inter-found class on

Tuesday evening..

WHAT A SHORT AND RANDOM TAG.. HEHE! Anw, met Eunice, baby cuzzie on my chinese b'day dinner. ((: She's cuter and cuter.. & i so LOVE her. <33>

BACK TO SOME FILING.. (STILL GOT A LOT NOT DONE) and yup. buh-bye! ^^

post

Hey there! ((: My CA3s are officially OVER! Yipeeee. And just some pics.. D0n feel like using WORDS today. Hee hee! XD So yeahh.

Me! At Hokkaido.. Witness of a dormant volcano. (: during June hols.
May ERUPT anytime... SCAR-YY.

Beautiful flowers they hv there. XD love all of them. hee hee!

A peach i ate in the study.. ACCIDENTALY bitten into a heart. ^^

PARTY TIME! 4th August. My EARLY B'DAY CELEBRATION!

The party can't go on w/o WATER BALLOONS! (: hee hee!

Classmates that came over. (: END RESULT OF BEING SPLASHED BY WATER BALLOON. Although not pretty obvious. XD

MY FAV PRESSIES! From left; Swan lake ballerina from parents; B'day card from Esther G.; Small August princess thingy from bro. ^^; NICEST OF ALL! Hanging ballerina with a classical skirt for a DISTINCTION in ballet. (: so sweet right? XD look at the ARCH!

Of course, I also <3>

NOT FORGETTING! (: DEAREST FS FOR COINCIDENTALY HAVING THE SAME EXAM MARKS AS ME! (: That was a great present already. XD LOVE YA!

Happy b'day to all who are borned in August. ESP. SINGAPORE XD!

PART of exam results :P Not telling :P

MORE PICS COMIN UP! SOON! (:

another saturday

Right. It's ANOTHER saturday.. Ok.. I sucked at Ms Pang's class. Yeahh, as usual. XD And as usual, Angela was superb :D Swan Lake's coming up just right, hope it's on flats.. I so CANT imagine en pointe oO.. my routashons (?!) dunno how to spell.. Will be just worst.. My CA3 small tests like science formative and yeahh.. are out (: science i faired better than last round.. Anw, it's ONLY a small percentage. Maths.. MAINTAINED.. Dunno if it's good or bad.. BAD for me cuz i didnt improve :( chinese compo suddenly shot up -.-" dunno wat's the reason. I still have the major papers on week 6/7 so.. I guess i cant be too happy yet.. EUNICE, my baby cuzzie, is SO MUCH CUTER AND LOVABLE NOW! (: she was at my house the other dayy.. SO CUTE CAN. Btw, she lurvves STEPS.. rather, CLIMBING steps.. oO. Right. I (or rather WE) are still waiting IMPATIENTLY for our results.. Joining Grade 6 class tmr.. YAY! I love the streching exercise music today.. IT'S COLOURS OF THE WIND blended in with CAN U FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT! hahas. although streching HURT. buh-bye! What a funny way to end the post right? (:

ballet exam results

hey there!
l0l! almost all e dancers blog i noe has the topic about ballet exam results. (: hahas. hmm. well, i do ROUGHLY noe my ballet results.. :P lol! HINTS: It's NOT a fail/pass (PHEEW!), it's NOT a MERIT.. yah.. (: ^^ oh wells, i lost the bet :( aww. so sad.. ok forget it. shall not talk about it anymore.. anw, that particular grade has so much diff.. it can be a borderline case for me ( quite possible ya noe) ..
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! lalalala..
My bro was finally discharged yesterday.. & he's ALMOST back to normal alrdy.. poor thing. so young need to do op.. but no choice :( aww.
THANKS deborahh, wen xin, db, bel and MS PANG! for the continuous encouragement & support. THANK YOU ALL! ^^
aiya.. just went to Hans with my mummy for lunch.. and came back. got to go back to studying.. MISS YA BLOGGER AND DEAREST COMPUTER :(
running AGAIN -.- this thurs.. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO BEAT 12min 36sec again?!?!?!?! omg. FAIL FAIL FAIL! oh wells, i did it BEFORE and i shall try again.
ta-tas! ^^

miss ya bro!

:( I noe it's pretty wierd to start this post with a sad face.. but yeah. :( sigh! My bro was diagnosed with Appendicitis just this morning after ultra scan. It feels wierd staying at home with just my dad.. No NOISE and stuff.. & I actually MISSED the noise! (: oh wells, life's full of ups and downs.. Guess i'll just have to accept it. I realised tht we shld actually tresure really every second of our lives. Even though it's just ONE milisecond, we should be happy to be alive.. SIGH! :( Actually, we got best seats in the house for yesterday's Order of The Pheonix. We ended up selling our precious four tickets.. At least we made four OTHER people happy! (: And my parents were glad tht they "refunded" the tickets money in a way.. l0l! By the time my bro was admitted to hospital yesterday it was about 11-12 MIDNIGHT! :/ i just had to keep him company till he was settled down and got a A1 WARD! A1 LEH!!!! i thought only pregnant mums get such a good ward! Ok, and i JUST got a call tht my bro is removing his appendix TODAY! OH GOSH MANN! GOSH! i will be at a bbq dinner. WTH WTH WTH! my mum says go ahead.. my bro will be fine. BUT MY CONCIOUSNESS!!!! OMG! I DUNNO WHT TO DO??!?!?! shld i go? not go? go? not go? ................................ I decided. I should attend the bbq, i noe shawniie, u were waiting REALLY LONG AND "PATIENTLY" for this day RIGHT? ^^ I will be chanting for my bro and he will SURE be alright. But, guess half of my heart will be with the op and stuff. anw, i AM revising work there.. So, I'LL GO. I SO HATE FRIDAY THE 13TH! Usually nothing really happens, but what i noe is yesterday IS THE WORST! :( Glad that at least he's on drip now, with glucose for food, he threw up 3 times yesterday, even with glucose water. :( WISH HIM WELL! HE WILL RECOVER AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT. i am sure. ^^ didnt go for ballet so i STILL dunno my exam results. :P i believe tht if u try ur best alrdy, u shld b happy with ur results no matter if it's a pass, fail, merit or dist. Even if it's not ur VERY best, u cant change the fact right? so why not just accept it? It's just a stepping stone anw. (: ciaoz!

napfa

a random balletish pic ((:

hey there! ^^

ran 2.4km today and my timing was pretty BAD. :( expected more. 14min35s... PHEW! just managed an A! lucky me. (:

heard about every station who gets highest in the standard will get a trophy! how i wish i can win the sit and reach one... but it's nvr possible with BETTER dancers like victoria and kimmie etc.

oh wells.. tmr pe enrich with 1/8! WAH HOO! running together with them too. RUO XI! and ...... kim. lalalalla...

went pp b4 dance cca.. ruo xi had to book studio for her piano exam, kim put her bag in crestar so i went over too.. the thing about marine parade Crestar is tht we hv to climb up so many flights of stairs -.-

saw ms lee and ms pamela outside studio.. yeahh. then headed back to school for swan lake reh. WHOAH! IT WAS SO VERY TIRING LA! we started from the top for about MORE THAN 10 TIMES!!!! -_- ended up with my muscles all sore this morning.. the 2.4 run made it worst. sigh!

anw, the studio was used up by sec4s so we just had to use the void deck.. EWW. this was soil all over :(

JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR DANCE CLUB'S REST AND RELAX!! XD

CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY MANN! BBQ AT SHAWNNIIE's PLACE! YUMMY YUM!

With science as well as maths test OVER, i can FINALLY RELAX. oh wells, science was surprisingly easier as in REALLY easier than maths.. with time constrain, i ALMOST didn finish the questions, but I STILL DID IT! YAY! (:

YUMMY CHOCO FONDUE AND BBQed MARSHMALLOW! I JUST CAN T WAIT! ^^

class

It's a sunny yellow banana day! XD
athena tht was for u. ^^ haha
Today tkgs swan lake reh at danceonus was cancelled cuz ms chiam was busy with o levels oral thingy.. SO I WENT TO MS PANG'S CLASS! yeppie! (: aiya.. debs. class was like empty w/o u. really. haiz.. Well, class was pretty well i suppose, but THAT sissone FARAME!!!! argh!! I still cant get the hang of it. aww. but i believe i will ;someday! l0l! we did beats and i love en trishaw cut (I dunno how to spell) -.- (: sad, sad.. jiaxin, how come u cant dance for a month again? is it still cuz of ur foot? how's it? thanks for informing me that BALLET EXAM RESULTS ARE OUT NEXT WEEK!!! GOT THT DANCERS?!?!? omg omg omg! i just HOPE for a merit will do. anw, it's pretty true tht each grade will be harder and harder.
oh wells. just wish me luck. & for math and science test too! NOW... back to STUDYING!!! for science.. :( scared i'll just flunk it. :( to all DANCERS: THE BEST OF LUCK FOR BALLET RESULTS! to seveneRs: THE BEST OF LUCK FOR THE TESTS! ^^ ciaoz.

badminton

hey! (:

Had a REALLY fun Youth Day break with my primary school juniors. One of tehm booked a court at pasir ris cc cuz their interclass badminton was comin up... So i just tagged along with my bro... well, it was really fun playing with them. (: Everything was fun playing BADMINTON! and stuff... except my injury. ouch. it really hurts. blah. i hurt my ankle while reaching for the shot and yeah. fell. worst of all, on my ankle... hope i still can walk in school tmr. shld be alright. i'm missin you, deborah. it's hardly a week onl, WHY o u have to quit... sob. well, if it's ur final decision. i will just wish u e best in scdance and continue to dance to ur best. ^^ i really missed those times when we were like grade 4 or 5 when we were best of balletmates! (: short post; going swimmin now... although i won't SWIM properly. probably just a dip... ta-tas!

P.S. hope everyone had a great youth day! ^^ SCHOOL TMR!

my db

Heyya! Holidays are about to end soon... one more week of both relax and study... aww. school's re-opening soon! ^^ Today's Father's Day and first thing in da morning my brother and I went to give my dad THAT present. It really caused a big hole in my pocket... But luckily I had some savings XD. Just hope he likes it...
DEAREST DEAREST DB! YOU NOE WHO YOU ARE!! It's only a day and I realy, really, really wanna see u again! ^^ THANKS for waking me up with THAT sms SO early in the morning. hahas. actually i was in deep sleep last night so it's not entirely ur fault. XD just kidding la! (: GOOD NEWS! good seats are still avaliable for the movie on weds! ^^ so guess... don have to book so early in case of last minute changes. did ur mum decide to give u some allowance to spend? my mum said she'll give me around 20 bucks? (: finally! some time with my dearest dearest dbdbdbdb! XD CAN'T WAIT!
YAY!(:
YES!(;
HOORAY!^^
Today's Father's Day... and so.
tht means i'll be able to FINALLY meet precious OREO and EUNICE!
OH! I just MISS them like SO DEARLY!
missed meeting them lotsa times cuz i fell ill the other time and i was overseas.
but my grandma said Eunice not tht chubby alrdy... maybe she looked cuter? prettier? more GIRL? hahas. CAN'T WAIT TOO!!!
YAY! thanks to my dearest bro. our maple character reached a total of 14.8 million mesos! ^^ so glad. guess i'll start to play lesser while sch re-opens as i'll be busy with other things such as cca and other stuff. the swan lake cheorography is full of pas de chat and temps leve!!! ^^ my fav! although i SO prefer SPLIT JETES more! not tht i'm gd at it. but i just find it's real NICE! XD

a day out with rae

colourful ballerinas! (:

hey!

I still have some problems wit blogger though. i can't change the font colour. so, sorry for the plain default colour. yup. Yeah. watched Shrek 3 and took neo with my friend Rae yesterday and she came over after that. Long time since we've met. really. Shrek 3 was super nice. I like the part where the trees were doing ballet XD so HILARIOUS! OH! and about the hokkaido trip, i've gotta get the pics sorted out first plus not all are uploaded into the com so may take... a few more days? i guess. yay! thanks to my bro, my very very very outdated maplestory character (which i guess is NOT mine anymore... more like his) (: reached 8 million today cuz he hunted this thing called "steely". and he sold it and got $$$. haha rather lame :D AH! kim's flying off for nz trip tmr! at 5pm! SHE BETTER BUY ME THAT JACKET! OR ELSE! haha ((: just joking! why won't ms pang let our grade GO?!!! i think too many ppl already (: yup, i guess so. heard from kimberly tht there's about 30 from ms pang already let alone the other teachers! kim told me tht ms lee's not going to go with them so ms pang would be taking her and her group! ((: ok. tht explains why... (:

long time since i've posted. finished some assignments so my mum let me have a break... yup. ta-tas! (:

badminton inter-class.

victory is in 1/7's HANDS! WAH-HOO!!! Thanks for all da effort, EVERY SINGLE ONE!

THREE CHEERS FOR ONE SEVEN!
hip, hip horray!
hip, hip horray!
HIP HIP HORRAY!
You ALL did well and i am sure 1/7 will be proud of your effort.
so scary can!
the last match!
everyone was looking at me versus the 1/9 girl.
!!!
SO STRESSED! HAHA! But it's natural, i suppose.
OK! Feel like tucking in bed with my fav book! "Kira-kira"! <33 it LOADS!
And after that, maybe "a boat for Bridget" borrowed frm the library,
AND MAYBE! reading the lit bk "A wrinkle in time" once again!
lolx. i think i think too far alrdy. haha. bet i can't even finish kira-kira la! but half way through.
ok tht's enough of blogging.
ta-tas!
proud to be a sevener! I <3 badminton. (MAYBE more than dance!) (:

pointe sucks.

pointe sucks.
pointe sucks.
pointe sucks.
i really am at my best alrdy.
but... i just can't.
maybe i should not have even learnt ballet at first?
hmph....
tht "sucker" who tagged my page.
maybe u're right.
i really suck at dance.
thanks for waking me up.
i bet my grade 6 result's gonna SUCK.
prepared for the worst.
just a "pass" or even a fail.
seriosuly.
i decided to put in more effort in studies than dance now.
i dunno wht i am going to do.
i just noe i suck at dance.
i just CANT....
continue...

above; lovely ballet positions!!! ((: <3

something's wrong with blogger... so this post will be a short one... argh... i hate falling ill... it's so horrible, YAYY!!! flying off to hokkaido on the 28th! CAN'T WAIT! i SO miss sch can. I SO miss my classmates. I SO miss studying... HEH! actually only 3 days nvr study hor. heh, ok i better do some revision if not tmr i surely can't catch up de. ciaoz! ((: ARGH! what's SO wrong with blogger??!