Sunday, December 2, 2007

holiday

I AM BACK! SO NICE TO BE HOME...

It's been just a WEEK and SO many things happened. Really. Was so stressed yesterday evening/night. . Didn't know what was going on about concert and G7. Anws, to the people who
replied my smses, a big THANK YOU! :D


I remember when there was Tuesday Grade 7 class, coincidentally at the same time i just went in the onsen, in other words, hotspring baths. My whole body felt so rejunvenated. (: But the feeling about missing the practice as time goes by. . IT'S TOTALLY HORRIBLE! Missing out everything every milli-second.. I thought i could give myself a break, but I just couldn't.. :( I was dying to take a flight back to S'pore that VERY MINUTE.. :S Yeah, I know. Impossible. ^^


And on friday when Grade 7 class was on, I enjoyed the most delicious meal EVER! Haiz... EAT EAT AND EAT! And the tour guide told me there was this Japanese ballerina, forgot what name le, who acted in "shall we dance" i think. . It's an american movie but was originated from Jap, she acted in the Jap one. OH MY! SHE HASN'T EATEN MEAT FOR 10 YEARS! Just living on veggies and rice to keep that slim figure. And everyday she goes to the gym for don't know how MANY hours. Her whole BODY is like she "given" it to ballet. Wow, the passion is SO deep. It's a huge sacrifice. Of course, her legs and all, some have already kinda disfigured. AWW! But she continues to train every single day of her life. I think normal people like me, nah, i can't do it. ><
It's too big a sacrifice for ME. Ballet is like her LIFE mann. So envious. xD But yeah, i agree it's hard to be professional in this field, unless you have a real born talent and you are willing to give up EVERY single thing for ballet. Ok enough of it.


Then yesterday during saturday grade 7 class i was on the plane back to singapore. Heard the nutcracker final waltz on the audio programme which is coincidentally our concert item song. . Watched Ratatouille and Daddy Day Care too. So cute larh!


I don't believe I can learn the item in just TWO HOURS. Nahh, I don't have faith in myself at all. You guys have been training 2 hours PER DAY in the past week... HOW CAN I CATCH UP?! Close to impossible. Haiz. . I'll just give a try and maybe by LUCK I can learn the item before TUES! Which is the following day. :S It's too late to back out AND SHE won't let me. :( JIA YOU THE 6 OF US! I HOPE WE CAN DO IT... :/


Hopefully gonna see Eunice later.. Maybe after this ONE WEEK, she have grown a bit. HAHAS! About my Japan trip, I will post about it soon... LOADS of pics to be downloaded..


& I am getting further and further away from you, since i got back. I think the outing... It'll never ever happen. . I knew sooner or later, it'll be like that. You don't understand me anymore as much as you did last time.. I don't think i do too. . :/ Why does this always happen to good and close friends?! It always does. :S Maybe it's me.. Just too emo, but i think i'm stating a fact. Still, I'm going through a period of melancholy. I shall say no more. :)

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