miss ya bro!

:( I noe it's pretty wierd to start this post with a sad face.. but yeah. :( sigh! My bro was diagnosed with Appendicitis just this morning after ultra scan. It feels wierd staying at home with just my dad.. No NOISE and stuff.. & I actually MISSED the noise! (: oh wells, life's full of ups and downs.. Guess i'll just have to accept it. I realised tht we shld actually tresure really every second of our lives. Even though it's just ONE milisecond, we should be happy to be alive.. SIGH! :( Actually, we got best seats in the house for yesterday's Order of The Pheonix. We ended up selling our precious four tickets.. At least we made four OTHER people happy! (: And my parents were glad tht they "refunded" the tickets money in a way.. l0l! By the time my bro was admitted to hospital yesterday it was about 11-12 MIDNIGHT! :/ i just had to keep him company till he was settled down and got a A1 WARD! A1 LEH!!!! i thought only pregnant mums get such a good ward! Ok, and i JUST got a call tht my bro is removing his appendix TODAY! OH GOSH MANN! GOSH! i will be at a bbq dinner. WTH WTH WTH! my mum says go ahead.. my bro will be fine. BUT MY CONCIOUSNESS!!!! OMG! I DUNNO WHT TO DO??!?!?! shld i go? not go? go? not go? ................................ I decided. I should attend the bbq, i noe shawniie, u were waiting REALLY LONG AND "PATIENTLY" for this day RIGHT? ^^ I will be chanting for my bro and he will SURE be alright. But, guess half of my heart will be with the op and stuff. anw, i AM revising work there.. So, I'LL GO. I SO HATE FRIDAY THE 13TH! Usually nothing really happens, but what i noe is yesterday IS THE WORST! :( Glad that at least he's on drip now, with glucose for food, he threw up 3 times yesterday, even with glucose water. :( WISH HIM WELL! HE WILL RECOVER AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT. i am sure. ^^ didnt go for ballet so i STILL dunno my exam results. :P i believe tht if u try ur best alrdy, u shld b happy with ur results no matter if it's a pass, fail, merit or dist. Even if it's not ur VERY best, u cant change the fact right? so why not just accept it? It's just a stepping stone anw. (: ciaoz!