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"If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die... Dreams see us through forever, where clouds roll by, for you and I." I just fell in love with quotes and poems, (:

Confused= ME. I don't know anymore. Yup, I guess I lost it. I want to enjoy Maths Trail, just in anyway, no matter which group I am in and everything. I know it's a great opportunity because it's kinda like Amazing Race WITH math problems, how cool can that be? Did I agree last time? I've forgotten, well, I just kinda remembered just suggesting.. Ah, forget it!

Well, Mathematics End of Year was tough for me. WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR?! I used to be strong in Math, I practised and so on.... But I think Math was the overall killer for me in the Finals. Yeahh. I kinda loved Math VERY SUPER MUCH for this whole year until now. My CAs are okie, for math. I'm scared to see my results... If I had a choice, I would rather re-do. My life is that horrible, full of regrets. But anyways, I've already given my best. (:

MUAHHAHAH! I tricked Ms Pang in doing a double. Must be her eyes, I bet she didn't see properly..Well, no matter how hard I try, i'll never succeed. That's me. ^^ I'm not as lucky as those with pure talents so I just have to accept it this way. Sunday was the last lesson at LP with Grade 6s. I sucked horribly, ok I admit. I WAS thinking of studies and some sad things, very troubled. I know I could just black out and dance, but i just couldn't. It kinda affected me, on the whole.

I hope THIS friendship will last forver.... I can't imagine losing THIS one too, I PROMISE IT'LL NEVER HAPPEN. Thanks for replying my longish smses even though i know UR busy mugglin'! BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL UR EOYs! I know it's a really important year for you, especially when it's subject combination. Yup, yup i understand. I will treasure every friendship from now cuz once it's broken, I find it really hard to put it back, it's that fragile. I'm afraid, I have to stay like that forever. But at least I know someone's happy with her other friends, and I am also happy with my other friends, I don't wish to piece it up. I know it's selfish of me, but I've tried not only once, but many, very hard. It's still pulling away every single moment. I guess this friendship has taught me how to treasure OTHER (: friendships more so i guess I'll have to get on with life.

With one more paper left, I'm not at all satisfied, well i guess a bit, but I really am worried for my results. Those subjects I'm weaker in turned out differently, I guess I have to rely on these subjects to pull me up for Maths, I can't even believe I'm saying this! PULL ME UP FOR MATHS! :( WHY!! didn't they set the paper easy? WHY!! Must it be the tough paper for EOY? SIGH!

Thanks dear Ruo Xi for the lovely ballet slipper cupcake, I didn't feel like eating it, too nice! But yummy it was icing with brownie.

REALLY REALLY REALLY hope I'll see lil' Eunice on sunday! Maybe I can go earlier because I have no ballet in the morning already? I WAN OREO TOOOO~ Bet she's a fat lil old grandma already, I don't recall bringing her for dog run since AGES! I guess my aunt and uncle are too busy taking care of Eunice. HAHA, Oreo kinda learnt how to be independent, before Eunice was born, she was BADLY pampered, partly by me, with all those dog massage I love to do! ^^ she'll fake sleep, PRETENDING to close her eyes and relax. I know it's the ATTENTION that she wants. l0l! I've been partly neglecting Oreo, (a) because end of year was coming (b) I'm OBSESSED WITH EUNICE. HAHA! (c) I am so busy these days to look after her. I FEEL GUILTY. Speaking of neglecting, YOU don have to feel so, haha, silly FS! I understand and noe ur mugglin. XD I hope to see BOTH Oreo and Eunice as soon as I can!!

加油!! U've been mugglin since HAHA, I bet earlier than me so I KNOW your results turn out good, trust me. (: LET'S PLAY HARD AFTER BOTH OUR EXAMS. ^^ miss ya truck loads! HAHA!

THIS IS THE END OF MY POST. I know it's random. HEH. (: