I told you before. Even if you don't have me in your life anymore, if I can just sit quietly at a corner and see you smile, I am happy enough already. That's how much I love you.

I know if you have her and your guy friends you will satisfied enough already, I'm slowly gonna fade out of your life. If talking and seeing you makes you upset and angry, I rather let you go. Because it hurts so much everytime i quarreled with you. MY HEART BREAKS.
I never wanted it this way. I always re-read our messages. I only wished I could go back to those times and let time stop there. Or I rather it be the end of the world then because I had you.

I am glad you made the right choice to let me go.

But I didn't know you would. I trusted you wouldn't why did you have to disappoint me?

I don't want to regret next time, actually I have no regrets. I am glad I treasured our moments and did what I wanted to do for you. No regrets, just love. I am glad you chose her over me. If I were you, I would definitely choose her too. You can't possibly be close to two people when one hates the other. Sorry, I know it was difficult for you too. I know it was. Sometimes I was really unreasonable but I just wanted you :| I really shouldn't have stepped into your life too. Everything was perfect for you till I came right? ): I am just glad I brought you happiness for 6 months. 6 months out of a lifetime to me it's already very precious. We were a miracle too (:

I just can't help thinking of all the good times we will still have if we were together. We would solved any problems so long as I was in your arms. In any case, you never ever did left me. Ok you did.


But j, you never did leave my heart. And i guess, you never will.