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I'm super fustrated one of the reasons having to miss senior today D: cuz of my grandma's birthday. HAIX.. I don't go, she'll think I'm not filial, my parents will get angry and I don't wan things to be so compliacted. Second time this year, another misunderstanding. That's what happens in girl schools. You want your friends to be perfect in anyway and if they don't, just a bit of a small matter, you just assume what they think. Just to tell you, no-one is perfect. I will not bother about this anymore, friends come and go anyway. . It's just true friends that leaves footprints in your heart. On the other hand, I find that she, is so wierd. I mean, everything happens so fast, and after a while, friendship just breaks like glass. Obviously, there's still a bit, but it's very hard to patch it up again, trust me. I mean, I feel it's wasted. I have to admit, I did give her choices in her friends, not to follow her everywhere, i gave her a choice. She can don eat recess with me if she wants, tell me she wants to change first. But you didn't speak a word, you didn't. If you did, I really WOULD UNDERSTAND. It's just too late. I still have other friends and i know you have a lot too, I can hang out with them if you want, but now it's so complicated, I don't know what you want from me. Really. Fine, you can go with your OTHER friends and just, leave me alone. I had enough of such stuff. Sorry if it's hurting you, but I think we are not so close anymore, so close to say that we're best friends. If you still think, i am selfish, a very selfish and childish friend, I don't know what to say. . I've tried my best to be a good friend already. Really, my very best. I finally let my heart out to tell you what I feel. I don't wish for anymore of this again. . argh. One minute, she's the closest friend that you ever have and the next, like a stranger that misunderstood you, making you feel disheartened.. You didn't even give me the chance to be a good fren, maybe we have just to much differences.

I'm looking forward to grade 8 class with juniors! :D