rising sun

I love 'rising sun', it's turning out really good.. 'Sunrise' isn't a bad name too eh, I like the Sunrise drink though. I don't want her to leave not at least until syf's over. What's wrong with the school man. Why can't she just let her carry on teaching.. All of them just don't really support dance club as much as the other CCAs but i know this syf we're going proof them wrong. I hope we get a gold this time.... Argh. Imagine getting a new teacher only in Jan, we surely won't be able to participate in syf la.. Then dance club will go down the drain. NNNOOOO. I like the current item although it's tiring, VERY! But there's kicks and turns! <3>

I miss grade 8, miss pang's shoutings (LOL?) I really do esp valse, hee hee. There's senior tmr, at least it's not a monday class! Going to shop later to store somemore leotards, pointe shoe for nutcracker... I heard only senior and hot choc item get black nutcracker tees, the others get white and we have the word 'CREW' at the back as well as a crestar logo of course. COOOOL! :D YAY! I will surely buy it. Can't wiat for 13 Dec to come, I hope we have a matinee! Since there's such a great response.

Maybe kim's right, I really like shaded things a lot. The colours just flow naturally.. LOLS.

bleh

I've been so childish the other time. I've always wanted to tell you that I was sorry and that I never neglected our friendship before. This marks the end of sec 2 and I really wanna thank you for the wonderful good and bad times we spent in the first year and I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. It was hard for me too, if you didn't realise. You were a really great bestie and seat partner and everything in sec 1 and I will never forget that. I hope you won't too.


I'm just hoping I get to economics cuz there are SO many pro people like in band 1 wanting to get in there. Chances are so slim.. AHH. Had pedicure yesterday removal of thick cellulous, dead skin. Foot spa not FISH spa! So unhygenic, may contract diseases. Grade 8 was great yesterday. LOLS! And I love valse printemps :D Although I don't think I'll be able to it. . D:


VALSE ^^ blur, but this girl is quite a good dancer


Bro's going for some party (!!!) later and I'll be home with mum. Doing house cleaning. Ever since the exams, my table's full with books and rubbish haha. Tmr there's senior till very later again... And tuesday I'll be going over to ws' house to play Wii! WEEEE! :D Toodles...

sad

It's barely been a two days and I'm missing all the seveners. . D: So sad to have accepted the fact that we'll split classes and we cried and hugged on the last day, dreading but at the same time looking forward to the holidays. I WILL MISS BUNNY No.2 aka Nad (: those lovely times together... That waisze and victoria brought joy to my sec 2 life, one so funny and the other so sentimental but fun to have as a friend also. Looking bad at those happy memories where in sec 1, everybody was strangers, our first performance on stage was superb when we won first prize for sec 1 orientation. Wanna cry alrdy. It was very unexpected. But many friends sure did leave a little something in my heart that I will never forget. It's been 2 years and time flies..


Thanks for ALL the promo gifts including that lovely framed dance picture from ruoxi THANKS!!!!, nice ballet paper thing and the dance bear with a locket from vic, NOTHING from waisze, forgetful person, choc from jie ning, note from asyiqin blah blah... THANKS! Pics cannot be uploaded cuz camera not with me........


CCA on thurs, bleh.. I'm not hating it but I don't look forward to it either.

private

I'm super fustrated one of the reasons having to miss senior today D: cuz of my grandma's birthday. HAIX.. I don't go, she'll think I'm not filial, my parents will get angry and I don't wan things to be so compliacted. Second time this year, another misunderstanding. That's what happens in girl schools. You want your friends to be perfect in anyway and if they don't, just a bit of a small matter, you just assume what they think. Just to tell you, no-one is perfect. I will not bother about this anymore, friends come and go anyway. . It's just true friends that leaves footprints in your heart. On the other hand, I find that she, is so wierd. I mean, everything happens so fast, and after a while, friendship just breaks like glass. Obviously, there's still a bit, but it's very hard to patch it up again, trust me. I mean, I feel it's wasted. I have to admit, I did give her choices in her friends, not to follow her everywhere, i gave her a choice. She can don eat recess with me if she wants, tell me she wants to change first. But you didn't speak a word, you didn't. If you did, I really WOULD UNDERSTAND. It's just too late. I still have other friends and i know you have a lot too, I can hang out with them if you want, but now it's so complicated, I don't know what you want from me. Really. Fine, you can go with your OTHER friends and just, leave me alone. I had enough of such stuff. Sorry if it's hurting you, but I think we are not so close anymore, so close to say that we're best friends. If you still think, i am selfish, a very selfish and childish friend, I don't know what to say. . I've tried my best to be a good friend already. Really, my very best. I finally let my heart out to tell you what I feel. I don't wish for anymore of this again. . argh. One minute, she's the closest friend that you ever have and the next, like a stranger that misunderstood you, making you feel disheartened.. You didn't even give me the chance to be a good fren, maybe we have just to much differences.

I'm looking forward to grade 8 class with juniors! :D

She asked such a sensitive question. We were talking about her in dance, can't she just spare a thought for other people's feelings? Maybe she doesn't know.

tired

Was dreading dance just now. Hardly pulled through it till about noon. The studio light was such a nice environment to just snooze off. And later still have waltz of the flowers item at MP Crestar.. WAHH. At least kim worse than me, got guitar then got jazz class then got waltz.. Pro larh she. Exam over more busy than before.

I'll try to stay awake in CCA tmr.. Hopefully I don't go back too late today. *yawn* I need rest.

Anon

Oppsies! Haven't been blogging for a really loooong time. :P

Since exams over already (quite long le, hehe), I'm still so busy with school dance and ballet. Our not-confirmed SYF item is really nice. I enjoyed it a lot, well, at the moment. Kinda like a contemp piece unfortunately not ballet next year. Really busy since exam finished that day already start CCA le. . Then monday and tuesday marking day we have to go back to practise in the morning T.T like no freedom larh.. But oh well, school's anniversary is coming and we're performing like 4 items now, so obviously, we are super busy! I kinda dread dance now cuz it makes me go on a diet, no heavy lunch and no snack/ tea time, but i think for kim it really works. A ballerina's diet- BREAD+WATER! :D Helping a lot. We've got to diet for our performance(s) end of the year!!

And just finished watching The Nutcracker performed by Kirov Ballet in Mariinsky Theatre on video. The Dance of the Mirlitons was superb. The two young female and a male dancer were really good, i bet they will grow up to become very successful dancers. The waltz of the flowers and snowflakes were nice too. Yup, it's the nutcracker season this end of the year!! SDT's having theirs and Crestar's having ours too. Exactly the same date, for them, opening night but obviously, different place. Ours victoria theatre while theirs is esplanade, obviously more expensive.. Yeah, and we're doing waltz of the flowers only, but it's tough.. 5 mins en pointe. So, as usual, busy with dance. Someday I may be bored of it. But i think i never will. ^^