christmas pressies

Presents to ballet peeps all given. ><>

Thanks belle for the letter really, really enjoy reading it. But some parts are just too good to be true. Really. ^^ Did jiaxin really say that? I don't remember at all lorh! Even the slightest memory. Serious. Aww, but deyi sec is surely a better dance school than tkgs, their syf results were superb. You may not enjoy it here also, so yeah. But how come you don't really like your school? I bet your school dance must be really nice! ><

Thanks FS for pressie, as i said, i almost bought it but i 不舍得用! LOLS! Hmm i guess "till the end" is until you get in a ballet school, most probably, rb. Someday you will really be a prima ballerina, and i will watch your performances for sure. ^^ but i really love the picture, so sweet. (: I guess i can't buy from precious moments next time, we may end up buying the same presents, LOL!

SERA'S BACK FROM AUSSIE!!!! YAYYYY! My long lost bestie from pri sch, wonder if she enrolled in Australian Ballet School already.. Hmm. She's got the ang moh accent now. HEE. . Meeting up tmr HURRAYY!

Oh but melissa is leaving us. :( Fiona must be really sad to loose her bestie mann! They are like the closest besties in our batch/dance club. Never separated! LOLS.

Class today was tiring. Very. Let me see...
If I choose classical dance: PIGS CAN SURE FLY furthermore I'm not jiaxin or shermaine. MUAHAHA! It's the most tough and tiring dance.
If I choose free movement: I guess 50% chance, it'll be my all time record, I've never done it but this year's dance is nice. So shall consider..
If I choose character: which is AGAIN! There's 50% chance also.. I love it as much as free TOOO!
Shall not think so much, let ms pang decide. But if she ask me to choose, I will surely die. :\

merry christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL! ^^

THANKS ruoxi(: vivian(: shawniie(: lots more for the smses. xD

PICTURES! >.<

Breakfast on christmas day! I didn't bear to eat it. BUT I DID! Kekeke..

SUPERSTAR VIRGO! :) (taken by MEE!)

What cuzzies and us won during the cruise fun fair thingy.. There was only 4 of it in total! Christmas pressie from them. ><

Post continued (:

One of the events in the fun fair, yes ring toss >.<

Opps, long ago photo, actually not quite la, hahas. US at TECC! :) Ending post for our dance.

US with make-up and ms pang! :)

Looking back, our performance was well, quite successful, our positions and lines were neat and I got my steps right, luckily. It was really a rush for me, having to settle down back to the hot weather and the trainings, and still having to remember the tiring dance steps. But it was a challenge for me and I'm glad it was overall ok according to ms pang. (: ARGH but the music went wrong, it started too fast... So embarrassed on the stage. But we stood still. ^^ Up till now, I still remember the steps, it's tiring but I love it. Especially the allegro part. xD I had during trainings though, when we practised fouettes esp, So FUNNN! I really suck at it especially LEFT! Something's wrong with my left side, I only can do turns on my right, really, my left i feel funny, i wonder why. I guess it's too late to train now? Looks like I have made full use of my "Can you feel the love" costume, I use it for hmm.. one, two, three performances!! :D I hope there'll be another concert coming up, but I guess ms pang was just kidding the other time. .

YAY! Eunice is gonna have another sibling.. But no matter if it's a girl or boy, I know he or she will be as cute as Eunice. :) And tomorrow mummy's bringing me to Isetan private sale. SHOP SHOP SHOP without my brother cuz he has Maths Olympiad training.. FINALLY! A day, or rather half a day in peace. Probably gonna get Eunice's birthday present, a bit too early eh? LOL but there's discount so why not. Heh. And maybe some other me and mum's stuff. .

I'm totally ROTTING and staring into blank space at home now, no dance for more than a week le. PLUS I have not learnt charcter dance, I guess it'll be long time till I catch up. My legs and all are cracking everytime I split haha, but it doesn't hurt at all and cause I didn't stretch for long. And my split's getting from bad to worst. And swan lake was okay.. I have to say, the SDT dancers were very good, but Singapore's standards ain't really high. But still I loved the 16 fouettes part and the 4 signets part! I still remembered us doing this year... And the part we did should be end of Act 2, the corps de ballet part. Yupp. but the steps were of course much more cheem and different than ours.. And their tutus were lovely, nothing compared to our plain ones. I loved the Odette solo part the most, the one with turns and some allegro parts.. This year was definetely a swan lake year for me, I AM UTTERLY SICK OF THE SONGS! HAHA. The character part in Act 4 was nice, too. With some steps from grade 7 that I recognised. Just beautiful. :D

I have nothing to say anymore, the tears i've shed is enough. .

My phone's dead, and I DON'T want it alive again well, I don't think it'll be anymore. :) HAHA! Whatever larh.. CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY TO COME! Sorry for the LONGish post.. :P ALRIGHT, xinyi's signing off~~~

cruise

HAITUS! ><

~Away in the deep blue sea :)

short and sweet post, buhbye! xD

I'm sorry, It's just how stupid I am. . From the start of secondary school and grade 7 it's always:

I didn't treasure those who TREASURED me but instead i treasured those friends who not at all treasured me. .

I'm really sorry, DB. The so called quarrel was just how childish I was and ended up not talking to each other for MONTHS. . I hope we can get that bestieship back.. Well, thanks for sending those lovely friendship smses at that time when we almost let our friendship go.. It really touched my heart. I didn't realise there was such a good friend behind my back but all these experiences really let me know who are my true friends and who i should REALLY treasure. And I don't blame you for not having time with me cause of your trainings during recess, and I really wanna let you know that thanks for always being there. I miss outings with you and I may have wronged you last time. It was just a misunderstanding. I know, it's already come to a stage where.. it's almost impossible to patch things up but i believe if our friendship is really that strong, nothing will ever break it up. Sorry I didn't spend time with you this holidays, I was really busy with, ya u noe, dance. (: See you on 3rd January.

And belle, I knew last time there were the unhappy things and all, but thank you for forgiving me. . Well, it was just our childish acts. ><>

There's still lotsa people who treasures me and our friendship but I just I don't wanna post if not it'll be a long wordy post.

ARGH WHAT AM I TALKING? ...

STAY TUNED TO DANCINGFOREVA.BS.

Nice photo post coming up next! ;)

nothing..

current mood: happy! :) TIRED AGAIN!
sorry, I am still lazy to post on my Jap trip, with so many things to do!


YAY! Finally I learnt the concert item in just 3 REH!!!! THREEE! & it's finally, considered DONE! Well, I guess I'm quite satisfied with it. But still due to lack of training EVERYDAY last week for 2 hours, my stamina's running low. :S There's too many pose temps leves and by the time it reach the entinuo part, my entinuo sucks ok! XD I almost died but still I know to get the stamina I have to push myself and continue dancing and so we danced for 1 and a half hours today.. SO FUNNN but tiring.. Cleaned up lines, position, distance of every step and stuff. Then ms pang bought two long long "string" of flowers that we had to pluck out and for the remaining leaves, up till now we still don't know how to use them. No way will it gonna be on our head or around our neck (JUST KIDDING!). We'll look like hoola girls. LOL! Maybe keep it for another time.. Hees.


OHHH about yesterday's grade 7 class, it was great after warming up with rehearsal practice. Actually, I think 2 hours is just right for grade 7. 1 and a half like too short. But still :D Oh and i learnt free movement dance in 1 day, it's SO nice. But I know I'm not gonna do it, every year it'sd always FREE MOVEMENT OR CHARCTER. Yeahh, it always end up char though. ^^ But the dance and music, it's just SO NICE. And luckily I didn't forget my barre and centre if not surely get scolding de "P Yupp, looking good. Everyone in our class improving, well except me, yeah OF COURSE! It's just the old me, after one week ago. Back to tough training again for April next year. And renee's my partner. Well, she's good. xD Like obviously cuz she's advance level already. >.< color="#ff99ff">PINK ONCE AGAIN! :/ PINKY PINKY PINKKKKK! But yeah quite cool to be in front. :D HEE HEE! Character just rock every year la, I dunno, I just love all e exercises. Really. Esp the latto one, heh. :] free movement, hmm improving but as usual, still not there. My box step was better last time, I dunno why I just lost it. :(


TO FS: CONGRATS ON SO HIGH MARKS FOR INTERFOUND! Yeahh, you are born to dance so yeah I can believe you scored so well. XD maybe it's an all time high history. Lols. Next year this time gonna get mine :S I don even think it's a DIST! Really. Oh, and I really had this strange feeling it'll be 89. Serious. HEE! Let me see... my grade 5 mark. HAHAH! JIAYOU FOR PERF on sat! All EYES will be on you. Hahah, relax, you have and are gonna train hard for it RIGHT? :)) Yup that's all.



K, enough about ballet and stuff. To angela, I didn't know you went for the superstar Virgo cruise TOO! I'm going on 21st and will be back on 23rd which is swan lake perf day, yupp. Bet it was fun. >.<>ALRIGHT, ta-tas!


& WATEVER!~ I can't be bothered in all this childish stuff, anymore. I am a human too and i have a right to decide for MYSELF. :(

perf reh

Current mood: TIRED & lost & devasted but still, satisfied. :)

FIRST REHEARSAL; FULL DRESS TMR!

And so. . Everything was messy, well, for me. (: But in the end, I only did the whole dance erm properly?, ONCE! Yeah, that was the last time.


Just realised, we need not rush over to TM for G7 class, we even have time for lunch. YAY! And we are SO gonna practice more cuz studio's available. DOUBLE YAY. Ok, this is so lame.


SIGH! I think the first part of the dance, the port de bras part, is quite okie, not that tiring and not complicated. But the second part of the dance, the allegro part, actually, i was looking forward to at least SOME sissone farames.. But ended up as usual, lotsa pose temps leves & shasay hops & spins & taking the "feelers" (WHICH I ALWAYS MISS!) and worst still, entinoue (don't know how to spell) too. It's the 360 degree turn in the air thingy with grande battement action. :D Quite fun actually. SO GOOD LORH! Angela and Ger get to do split jetes!! T.T while rest of us have to do entinoue.. :( Luckily it's not the REALL performance tmr, I'll surely die. Learning the dance in less than 2 hours, 1 hour plus. . Haiz.


Oh and the seniors were SO NICE! ^^ Ours is nothing compared to theirs... But still, I promise we're gonna perfect it before Friday comes.. I JUST NEED PRACTICE, LOTS OF PRACTICE!


Now I still have G7 free movement dance to worry about.. TT someone HELP. But luckily I went for every coaching class before my Jap trip so HOPEFULLY i still remember all e barre, character and fm, and everything i leanrt and yeah see how it goes. . I most likely won't be doing fm dance but i still have to learn it. XD


TECC FOR FULL DRESS TMR. So NOT looking forward to it. I am sure to forget steps and black-out, but ms pang can't blame me, cuz it'll be my SECOND time doing the item. (: still, I noe i have to give it my best. Now, I just feel like having a nice hot shower after that tiring rehearsal. . . & maybe try to recall the steps I kinda "ZOOMED" through today. I didn't learn from scratch, but I guess, this is a challenge for me, to learn it in such a short period of time. And to not loose my faith, confidence and carry on...


& I just don't know why... :/ watever..

holiday

I AM BACK! SO NICE TO BE HOME...

It's been just a WEEK and SO many things happened. Really. Was so stressed yesterday evening/night. . Didn't know what was going on about concert and G7. Anws, to the people who
replied my smses, a big THANK YOU! :D


I remember when there was Tuesday Grade 7 class, coincidentally at the same time i just went in the onsen, in other words, hotspring baths. My whole body felt so rejunvenated. (: But the feeling about missing the practice as time goes by. . IT'S TOTALLY HORRIBLE! Missing out everything every milli-second.. I thought i could give myself a break, but I just couldn't.. :( I was dying to take a flight back to S'pore that VERY MINUTE.. :S Yeah, I know. Impossible. ^^


And on friday when Grade 7 class was on, I enjoyed the most delicious meal EVER! Haiz... EAT EAT AND EAT! And the tour guide told me there was this Japanese ballerina, forgot what name le, who acted in "shall we dance" i think. . It's an american movie but was originated from Jap, she acted in the Jap one. OH MY! SHE HASN'T EATEN MEAT FOR 10 YEARS! Just living on veggies and rice to keep that slim figure. And everyday she goes to the gym for don't know how MANY hours. Her whole BODY is like she "given" it to ballet. Wow, the passion is SO deep. It's a huge sacrifice. Of course, her legs and all, some have already kinda disfigured. AWW! But she continues to train every single day of her life. I think normal people like me, nah, i can't do it. ><
It's too big a sacrifice for ME. Ballet is like her LIFE mann. So envious. xD But yeah, i agree it's hard to be professional in this field, unless you have a real born talent and you are willing to give up EVERY single thing for ballet. Ok enough of it.


Then yesterday during saturday grade 7 class i was on the plane back to singapore. Heard the nutcracker final waltz on the audio programme which is coincidentally our concert item song. . Watched Ratatouille and Daddy Day Care too. So cute larh!


I don't believe I can learn the item in just TWO HOURS. Nahh, I don't have faith in myself at all. You guys have been training 2 hours PER DAY in the past week... HOW CAN I CATCH UP?! Close to impossible. Haiz. . I'll just give a try and maybe by LUCK I can learn the item before TUES! Which is the following day. :S It's too late to back out AND SHE won't let me. :( JIA YOU THE 6 OF US! I HOPE WE CAN DO IT... :/


Hopefully gonna see Eunice later.. Maybe after this ONE WEEK, she have grown a bit. HAHAS! About my Japan trip, I will post about it soon... LOADS of pics to be downloaded..


& I am getting further and further away from you, since i got back. I think the outing... It'll never ever happen. . I knew sooner or later, it'll be like that. You don't understand me anymore as much as you did last time.. I don't think i do too. . :/ Why does this always happen to good and close friends?! It always does. :S Maybe it's me.. Just too emo, but i think i'm stating a fact. Still, I'm going through a period of melancholy. I shall say no more. :)