Happy first <3 :') it's not a sad thing, I'm just happy I met you in this life. as I saw your back view this morning, you are ever so charming.. how I wished I could just be back in your arms again. I guess some things stay forever, like memories. I hope you'll be happy as we walk down different paths in life, cuz only then I'll be happy too. Missing you more than words can describe. I never regretted this very day on year ago (:

What seemed so dear, precious and miraculous has now become alien, distant. It's a dead end after all.

I'm touched how some people still see that relationship... I wanna tell them youre wrong. The one that was perfect to me but now unrequited love.
Now I really see how we were meant to be together :') things wasnt perfect we were full of flaws but it's all that I wanted.
It really isn't a regret it was just my biggest loss.
These few days made me ralise I need to have you in my life even as a friend. ):

& I really don't know why we became like this. It's simple I'm
always happy with you. To me that's all that matters miss you till my heart really breaks everytime I think of you.

): my best friend. How do I live the rest of my life without u being a part of it? ):

Even though I already know this life we will never be together anymore. I'll always be here for you. As always and it's my choice.
There will bound to be a time when I have no choice but to leave your life but you will always remain in mine, even on the smallest way.
Good luck for tmr. :')

);

fked up.

JC is really the time when I knew who my true friends are. Whether they will stand beside you through thick and thin.
And I stop to think that sometimes, I'm often being used. Sad to say I haven't found a friend whom I can trust forever, completely. ):