I know that it's impossible for the both of us to be together again this life. How I wish I were the girl you truly wanted. I really did mean then we were going to be together forever, I really knew it too.
But reality is so hard now. Anyways, next time if I see you with another girl I know you will be happy. And what matters most is your happiness. I'm probably going to still have feelings for you for a very long time, even if people think I'm stupid to wait for nothing at all. I going to do just that because I really believe and trust our love. Next life, we will be together again. There will come to a point this life when we stop talking completely. My heart will break more than what it is now, but I will always remember, it's for your happiness.

I'm sorry if I cannot bring you that happiness anymore :'( I'm sorry.

I have no regrets even up till today (:
Cuz if I had let you go, I would never know.
What my life would be holding you close to me.
My life with you was great, I'll never get that same feeling again. I'm sure you won't too. Even with somebody else it will be different. But yeah, my prayers got answered just that I dent see it till now.

Cuz now j, I'm glad that you are much happier. That was the only thing I chanted for. So everything was worth it in the end even though there was much pain.
Still, I really miss you.

You ever told me before that you like re-reading our messages. I really do, too now. Secretly :D

:') will always be chanting for your happiness.

You are irreplacable.

No one will ever understand this special feeling I've got. That deep down I know that you still do care for me.

There's this special place in my heart that belongs to you, no matter what happens. Cuz memories itself, of us, together are enough for me. Enough for me this life.

I only want you to be happy, even if I'm can't be by your side. Your smile lights up my world like nobody else. :D yeah, I truly wish you happiness. I'll try to stay happy too so you won't worry about me, love.

What is true happiness?

Wise words from my daddy (: if you do not encounter any problems in life, how would you know what is true happiness? Yes! I must be strong no matter how alone I feel now. I must not fall. If I do, how can I bring happiness to people??? The Mystic Law is truly mystical. Again and again I encounter hardships and difficulties, but only with full faith will I have the wisdom and strength to overcome my obstacles. I love bringing people happiness and hearing from them that I made them happy is the greatest thing that I can hear this life. (: of course I'll stay happy too so I won't make my loved ones worry about me. I miss my listening ears ); where have they gone to. Sigh. I miss last year a lot ):

I didnt know I had to let you go

Who knows what will happen next. I think I'm falling for you. It was all wrong timing ): if only I could turn back time and stop the world from turnin. If only I had more time to get over shit and you were willing to wait. I wish u happiness forever. :D Love, herm.

Happy first <3 :') it's not a sad thing, I'm just happy I met you in this life. as I saw your back view this morning, you are ever so charming.. how I wished I could just be back in your arms again. I guess some things stay forever, like memories. I hope you'll be happy as we walk down different paths in life, cuz only then I'll be happy too. Missing you more than words can describe. I never regretted this very day on year ago (:

What seemed so dear, precious and miraculous has now become alien, distant. It's a dead end after all.

I'm touched how some people still see that relationship... I wanna tell them youre wrong. The one that was perfect to me but now unrequited love.
Now I really see how we were meant to be together :') things wasnt perfect we were full of flaws but it's all that I wanted.
It really isn't a regret it was just my biggest loss.
These few days made me ralise I need to have you in my life even as a friend. ):

& I really don't know why we became like this. It's simple I'm
always happy with you. To me that's all that matters miss you till my heart really breaks everytime I think of you.

): my best friend. How do I live the rest of my life without u being a part of it? ):

Even though I already know this life we will never be together anymore. I'll always be here for you. As always and it's my choice.
There will bound to be a time when I have no choice but to leave your life but you will always remain in mine, even on the smallest way.
Good luck for tmr. :')

);

fked up.

JC is really the time when I knew who my true friends are. Whether they will stand beside you through thick and thin.
And I stop to think that sometimes, I'm often being used. Sad to say I haven't found a friend whom I can trust forever, completely. ):

At times, promises are meant to be broken.
I learnt that nothing lasts forever.

Tonight is the last night I keep thinking of you.
For 283 days, you were my sweet dream at night, you were the first thing I woke up to and last thing before I go to sleep.
Now I can safely say good bye. Bye to my best friend. Indeed it was so wasted ):

Hope that one day everything will be well again.

I was blinded by love

Today, 21 February 2012. I'm finally over you.
I'm happy that you found another girl who can bring you happiness. It has always been what I wanted for you- to be happy.
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise. To put my heavy heart down and carry on appreciating the other details in life that I've missed out.
I can't believe you lied to me. You could just tell me you didn't love me anymore, not keep playing and cheating on me.
I really can't stand how you can do this to me even at the very end. So sad to say our relationship was nothing to you at all.

I'm over you. A levels. I'm so gonna do well (:
FINALLY. phew! You were a heavy heart to carry.

It's the sad truth. I can't imagine kissing anyone else, other than you this life.
Happy valentine's!

And I thought it would be our first valetine's :'|
Listening to whitney houston's songs love hurts and it is so beautiful

There really can be miracles in life to people out there.
I had mine last year :') and every one of us are a miracle ourselves too.

I just wanna say I miss you. I don't want anything this valentines, I just want you back.
I know this life it's impossible already ):

There can be miracles if you believe, trust me. There really are miracles.

I refuse to get over you. I really don't want.
I don't want to accept the fact that I'm left with no choice.
But at least this life I found you <3

I look at the moon tonight and the stars shining bright- I thought of us.
Never this life again but I have no regrets (: