~`dAnCiNg4EvA~

2012-01-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Thank you for the memories.
Because even all the money in the world can't buy fate. (:

2012-01-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

I really didn't know I would lose you.
I put all my faith and trust thinking we would last to the very last day of our lives.
You ever told me you never ever ever want to lose me too. You also told me you never ever wanted to break up with me. I smiled to myself when you said that because I knew that this life, that person was you. Now, I don't know when you are speaking the truth, which words exactly comes out from your heart. I totally believed in you and I felt the same way too. Well, at least I thought I felt the same way as you. You make me doubt people now for what they say. And sometimes no matter how hard I try to, I can hardly trust what people say anymore.
It's already been 3-4 (?) months, I don't bother counting already. Last time, I counted days reminding me of how wonderful life was, our 100th day, 200th day. (: Today is actually 257th day since I met you. But all these are not important now.
What I want in life is really very simple, I really don't want friends who come and go. If you do, I would rather be alone, forever then feel the hurt. They seldom stay for long. SO! Those who are friends for like 10, 20 years. I'm jealous of you. You guys are so lucky. (:
Alright, I shouldn't make those who care for me upset. I will smile. :D
Today is a special day! (aL ^^)

2012-01-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

I rather leave this life because I know I won't be able to be with you anymore.
I'd rather end this suffering and meet you next life again.
Even if I don't, well, there is still a possibility.

I really can't stand missing you so much.

2012-01-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

Without you, I wouldn't know how much I could miss a person.
Even though you were right before me.
All I could see, is that we are miles apart.
I miss how you brought a smile on my face every single time you texted me.
For all of them were different but they never failed to make me happy.

I really miss you, I truly do.
I don't mind if you don't know, because what's left of you now in my life is just what's in my heart.

the end

2012-01-08T09:23:00.003+08:00

Now it's only left with me.
You got over me and if I don't, I will be the only one suffering.

I wish you all the best and forever happiness. This is an end to a fairytale, end of all those dreams.
I'm partly happy cuz I feel a heavy load of my chest and maybe, my heart is starting to mend. However, I'm devastated that once again, I lost someone so important to me when I thought we were much stronger than what we are now.

Thank you for being part of my life. You changed me, my life, for the better (:

2012-01-07T07:30:00.003+08:00

I hate waking up everyday because I have to face the reality that I'm no longer with you.
I miss you, I miss all those messages I miss how we updated each other with our lives.

It hurts my heart so much when I finally realized this life it's impossible to be with you anymore.

2011-12-30T10:54:00.002+08:00

2011 is coming to an end. I learnt much this year.

Someone told me everything happens for a reason.
I thought about that. Thought and thought.
Isn't it miraculous that you are already in someone's life even if in the smallest way possible?
We ARE one in a billion. Meeting another one in a billion, it's a miracle.
That's why I always treasure my friends who are dear to me.

But, most of the times, I end up getting hurt. Over and over.
I am glad, of course that they entered my life.
Every single one of them, for you changed me for the better.
I will grow stronger, strong enough to withstand future challenges.

I, have to thank you. For being you.
The friends that I made this year are especially special to me.
I would do anything to make sure they are happy through the darkest of times
Like how you were when I was.

I'll never wanna lose any one of you.

2011 thought me that it takes two hands to clap. If not one party will get hurt.
Nobody is to blame it's precisely because one party cares more than the other.
I learnt to take a step back and watch and listen. Maybe I wasn't important to some at all.
Then, I would slowly leave their lives only wishing them to be showered with happiness everyday.
But I would always remember the happy memories forever etched in my heart.

I would not have regretted anything when I looked back next time. For it gave me this special feeling that I doubt I would find
this entire life. You thought I got over, but I haven't. But I know you did and you're happy.

I guess that's all I hope and pray for- your happiness.

2011- a year of finding true friends, a year I will never ever forget.

2011-12-24T17:45:00.001+08:00

Christmas can be a lonely time
whether you are young or old.
Christmas can be lonely at times no matter young or old.
Others went to parties
that I never got an invitation to.
Even as I got older,
the invitations were never there.
I always went out on my own
and watched from a distance at others having fun.
No presents. No hugs.
Sometimes I could feel the tears welling up inside at being on my own especially at Christmas time. Especially when my love of my life left me this year.
If we didn't break up, I will probably by his side now.
They say it's all about love. I feel none at all.
I guess he's happy somewhere out there. Which makes part of me happy too.
If only he knew how much I think about him all the time. If only.
Always as Christmas appears no matter how happy I feel,
I still remember
those lonely ones I spent on my own.

I will always remember this year, 2011. The year I learnt what was trust, what love really means. How is it like to be there. Heartbreak.

I will do anything for your happiness

2011-11-11T07:00:00.002+08:00

Including having to give up my own. For me, it was you.
Is this what you call selfish?

2011-11-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

I told you before. Even if you don't have me in your life anymore, if I can just sit quietly at a corner and see you smile, I am happy enough already. That's how much I love you.

I know if you have her and your guy friends you will satisfied enough already, I'm slowly gonna fade out of your life. If talking and seeing you makes you upset and angry, I rather let you go. Because it hurts so much everytime i quarreled with you. MY HEART BREAKS.
I never wanted it this way. I always re-read our messages. I only wished I could go back to those times and let time stop there. Or I rather it be the end of the world then because I had you.

I am glad you made the right choice to let me go.

But I didn't know you would. I trusted you wouldn't why did you have to disappoint me?

I don't want to regret next time, actually I have no regrets. I am glad I treasured our moments and did what I wanted to do for you. No regrets, just love. I am glad you chose her over me. If I were you, I would definitely choose her too. You can't possibly be close to two people when one hates the other. Sorry, I know it was difficult for you too. I know it was. Sometimes I was really unreasonable but I just wanted you :| I really shouldn't have stepped into your life too. Everything was perfect for you till I came right? ): I am just glad I brought you happiness for 6 months. 6 months out of a lifetime to me it's already very precious. We were a miracle too (:

I just can't help thinking of all the good times we will still have if we were together. We would solved any problems so long as I was in your arms. In any case, you never ever did left me. Ok you did.

But j, you never did leave my heart. And i guess, you never will.

2011-11-09T08:00:00.001+08:00

It's always the same in every relationship,
there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together,
while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through.
I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

To you. I trusted your love so much. I knew you truly loved me.
How can you betray my trust.

You are all that I need

2011-10-27T19:46:00.002+08:00

Some people don't have the chance to date their crushes, some people do not have enough time in this world to spend it with their loved ones, some people spend their whole entire lifetime finding someone they love.

But I'm satisfied this life already. I found YOU I'm not trying to be cheesy not trying to just crap.
I'm serious. Really. I am satisfied.

You are all that I wanted. You know you have so many flaws but it is just you. And I fell for exactly who you are not some guy who tries so hard to meet my expectations. Maybe you didn't think you were being you while you're with me but anyways, I knew you were happy.

I wanna kiss you right now. I miss you more than anything.
You haven't left my mind you won't leave it; not now, not forever.
I gave you my heart and you still have it but I don't want it back let me keep something with you
At least I know I am still there in your life somehow even though not physically.

I need your hug right now.

A rollercoaster year

2011-10-27T17:45:00.003+08:00

If anything in this world, I would like to relive my SH1 year. I made choices that left me both over the moon and overly depressed.
Don't get me wrong, I never did REGRET anything I did this year.
I just wanted to treasure each and every moment more because SH1 IS fast paced. Little time to take a breather to really think and treasure those I really love.

If you're reading this, I want to thank you for stepping into my life. One thank you is just not enough to express how much you have changed my life FOR THE BETTER. (:
In your arms, I wasn't afraid of anything.
In your arms, I was headstrong.
In your arms, you were my motivation but not my only motivation.
In your arms, I NEVER FELT THIS HAPPY BEFORE.
In your arms, I know you wouldn't give us up so easily.
Now, I can only DREAM and wish to be in your arms again.

This six months were like a dream. I always told you you were my dream and how you were my crush.
I never knew we could happen. BUT WE DID. WE DID and I never regretted it.
Reality to me hurts less now but still hurts like shit.
I always believe that the two most heart breaking thing that can crush you is death of your loved one or leaving your loved one.
The latter, sometimes may be your choice, may be because of a good reason or maybe that we just don't click.
NO. but I know you really really like me I know your feelings were true I know you were truly happy too.
That's why it sucks being so distant away from you now I know I can make you happy and you so know YOU can make ME too.
Why don't you freaking let me. That I think I will never understand. We are both healthy and all why cant we treasure each other.

Fate brought us together but on second thoughts it also brought us apart. Actually, I will still do anything possible for you because I know even if you're in a small distant corner of my life I will still be happy.

You ever once told me that IF I LEAVED YOUR LIFE, YOU WILL BE VERY VERY SAD.
but I can't believe you got over me just like that after all we've been through. You can't stand it when I'm emotional and all but it was because I WAS CONSTANTLY THINKING OF YOU ALL THE TIME. When I mentioned about break up, I WAS TREASURING YOU. When I messaged you always almost instantly I was CARING FOR YOU I was BEING CLINGY cuz I'm so overjoyed that you were mine. But I seemed over protective and annoying to you right. I asked you about it before you said it's ok I like it this way. Are you sure?

I always wondered if I was a burden to you if I just was a waste of your time because every date you would be staring at your phone not me. While I treasured every moment I was with you. I don't know about you but I miss our hugs. I remember all those sweet words you said maybe you did tell other girls it before. I don't think you did but I really loved it. I love you.

YOU once said you are better than the girl of my dreams you are real. Even now, everytime I say this to myself that the person I love so much said this to me, I burst into tears.
I CAN WAIT AN ENTIRE LIFETIME FOR WHAT YOU HAVE SAID.
Of course, I hope you really meant it. I know you did. Thank you again.

When we broke up I was devastated. Needless to say.
You know you taught me so many things.
You taught me how much I can love someone I only did everything I can because it was YOU
You taught me how to be strong
You taught me how rash guys this age can be hahah
You taught me that dreams actually DO come true
You taught me to be myself
You taught me how to smile from the bottom of my heart
You taught me countless of things I will never ever forget.

Are you lucky that you were my first love? I know guys would be, secretly being someone's first love.
I am glad if you were happy but we DID have problems. I guess if we the feelings were mutual and you are just willing to forgive every stupid mistake I have done, we would still be alright. I just know fate brought us together and I am more than happy this life already.

If we are really meant to be together forever, fate will bring us back together, although not SOON.
but if you still have feelings for me, I think when we're ready, hopefully you haven't found a more perfect girl.
I'm relying on that 1% chance but it is still something right?

Studying our Chinese textbook 别离的故事, I realized that we ate kinda like him and his 女友. All the feelings the author felt I am guessing should be your feelings. I am totally like that girl. I thought I will never leave you, but I just have to. Because the feelings ain't mutual anymore. All those FB statuses and posts just showed that I haven't actually gotten over you yet. I told you before it may take months, years, forever. Everytime I go out on my own you are right beside me. Not physically but in my heart. You are always there. Even if we both moved on next time you will remain secured in a small section of my heart securely locked in a password Kerropok or Carrot.

I just hope you still want me as a friend. I also can't bear to see you so sad.
Everyone deserves second chances, will you forgive me?

2010-01-19T21:05:00.007+08:00

CCA PROMO.
courtesy of vic [:
dancing at the classroom block grass patch with sec 1 parents looking 0.0

ms chiam's jumps

front kicks

circular spring

ms chiam's small cheoro

combi kicks

having fun dancing on the grass patch.
haha what was kim doing?

SEC ONE AUDITION TMR. Our next hope for, hopefully another Gold or if not better.
It's gonna be tough. .

2009-12-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

life without ballet SUCKS. totally.
finishing up final homework. sch dance tmr.

haven't done pointe in ages.

2009-11-15T16:55:00.001+08:00

2009-11-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

INTER results are out!
Got lucky this time. Whoa so many distinctions mann.
This whole week work attachment, dead tired. .
Congrats on those who finished Os, next yr's my turn :S

`dance till we drop

2009-10-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

2009-10-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

She's freakin 14. . wow.

RISING SUN :D

Tmr's start of dance camp, at UCC! Hope I'm going to have fun >.<

2009-09-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

Dance sec 4 farewell was good. Better than we expected but had to leave early cuz of ballet D; dance comm's not even out so whoever's gonna be in it only will be serving half a year? o.O it's so wierd this year ok. seriously.

Exam was a bit of horrible, did mistakes which were stupid of me. But what to do. . As usual, allegro, dance, pirouettes (surprisingly very on that day) was better than adage. :/ free enchainment there was assemble battu that the rest didn't know. So hopefully i was right. o.O should be back front right???? There was sissone farame as usual, coupe fouette saute. But there was one part that was wierd, like couldn't transfer weight. Pianist was rather ok but dance first part was too fast, luckily could do my usual balance. Then omnash was slow which was good. hopefully will score through the dance. Kat's fren from sba/scgs sec 4 somemore went in too, super stress but she was really friendly and has super good physique too.

Can't wait for genee this sat!!! [: viv's in M'sia now... awwwwww.
Haven't been posting really really really busyyyyy. argh.

2009-08-19T19:03:00.003+08:00

Theresa and I are msn-ing plus exchanging youtube links...
Dammmmmm stressed, tell us earlier, give us at least 1 month notice??? Now viva then we go together. AH. And it's only sec 3s D: Keep looking at videos but can't remember the steps they did. Shucks.
Anw, just going off-course, here!

Better go find good moves to finish cheoro and teach and then placings, then polishing, ahh.

When will I do so nice jetes? It's crazy. Totally. :S

2009-08-04T15:40:00.004+08:00

My last post as a 14-year-old, so it'll be CoLoURfuL.
14 is a much nicer age to be than 15.
Anw today was quite fun, laughed our hearts out during recess, forgot what the subject was,something about MRI scan, is it really for cancer?

[gave up changing colours halfway]

Ms Wong and Mdm Goh didn't come so no SS and Econs.
They aren't really my fav subjs, so yeah.
Bio was in lab 1, almost slept in the air-coned room.
Watched some brainpop movie, I love watching those in pri sch and the robot was yoga-ing.
And 3/1 happened to know someone who learn(ED) yoga. [: tsk.
Tmr's gonna be school, bugis, home for cake! YAY.
I WONDER WHAT KIM'S GOT UP HER SLEEVE... HMM. Being so secret-ish with brenda. :/
Yesterday's dance was SHORT.
Yup, 4th sept's gonna be farewell, 5th sept i hv HSK exam, 6th sept INTERR! It'll be a busy weekend.
Ms pang's alrdy back, since yest. And oh dear, only 6 ppl went. I had cca, so obviously with the discipline so strict now, I could hv just been booked if I skipped.
Oh and I realise Diva has NICE earrings! Love it.
Now it's homework then ballet. Hope more ppl come today. 4.30's a little to early on monday. .

Ok, it's colourful enough :D i love rainbows, they brighten up my day :D

DANCE!

2009-07-16T15:13:00.001+08:00

i totally hate sinusitis. . inflammation of sinus, usually developed from a cold. it's like recovering and being sick again. sucks.
4 days of not going to school, hopefully can watch BUTS on sat night.
feel so horrible, feverish. :S
No NAPFA D:, No DSA audis, No BALLET, No dance photo, just stay home and sleep.
I'm so bored but I'm tired all day. Coughing my lungs out.
Hope I can recover soon.
Good `night`. .

2009-07-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

serious ballerinas ain't supposed to have a life, ballet requires some serious sacrifices. some people just don't understand.

:S

2009-07-12T11:00:00.001+08:00

Been coughing my lungs out ever since after oral and friday's ballet. Running a temperature, luckily, it isn't H1N1. Influenza A has a sudden spurt of headache and fever before any cough, sore throat or runny nose. Mine was the opposite, so it's common flu. I thought I had to take blood test. :S anw, I'm gonna wait till I fully recover before heading back to school.

Not in the mood of studying, or surfing the net, I slept whole day yesterday, and I lost somemore weight. :/ oh dear. Fever keeps fluctuating, which I hate. All the medicine in my body makes me feel like puking. Looks like no ballet till I'm well enough, sigh.

I guess I'll get more sleep, so drowsy. . .

2009-07-06T11:50:00.002+08:00

Grade 8 results are out and I'm kinda satisfied. Not a pass, not a merit. Yup, luckily I didn't break dist. Oh wells, glad that syf was good too. So overall, doing like badly for MYE was worth it. Gonna chiong final term.

Homework are like piles, I will never finish them. Plus so many tests next week. Maths, A-maths. .
English oral. . Sigh I really hate sec 3 life.

Just did trigo homework and I so "CAN'T" wait for A-math trigo.

rising sun

2009-06-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

Rising sun 2009 (from ms chiam)

Haha, I don't miss rehearsals. Anw, NO MORE DANCE TMR AND FRI! OMG OMG OMG. [: Some person spread H1N1 during CCA now got some cases. So nobody's in school this entire week. Lalalaala. . Pizza hut for dinner XD no inter today D:

2009-06-23T13:20:00.002+08:00

Just watched LE CORSAIRE by Margot Fonteyn and Rudolf Nureyev and THE PRINCE OF THE PAGODAS by Darcey Bussell and Jonathan Cope & an abstract of THE NUTCRACKER by Lesley Collier and Anthony Dowell. All great dancers and all in a nice disc. :D Now, I'm lost for words. Their pas de deux is just superb. [: and their solos were pieces of perfection, the guys had the greatest jumps I ever seen and the girls were "pirouetting" like they would never stop and were en pointe like they no strength was needed. Pretty lines that flow all the time. aw.... I can't wait for genee! Happened to chance upon the royal something show one morning and it was starring Darcey Bussell! I thought it was some other person but it was her. I kept on watching but she didn't do ballet, she did a duet Viva La Diva. Tap. But she's really gd there too. XD Still ULTRA flex and her muscles still so toned.

Homework done. . Dance thurs and fri morning. Dreading it. I hope it's ballet class. And no more seniors. It'll be so wierd. We'll have to be the ones leading, the ones getting the exercise correct first, the ones dancing first.

And i secretly have this feeling that. . I won't do well for grade 8. I hope ms pang gives it out before she goes on leave!!!!!!

no schoooooool

2009-06-22T10:16:00.003+08:00

A flute and a pointe shoe. HAHAHA, kim will love this :D pink somemore.

STOP H1N1 from spreading! (INVERTED COMMAS) Go to www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm bottom left to vote for extended holidays! HAHA.

Aiya, I don't want holidays to go. I wanna keep training for inter :D
Everybody's doing so well for GRADE 8!!!!! Or rather, some tkg dancers. RESULTS PLS!! The suspense is..... Ah, ms pang knows alrdy, don wana tell us D: Anw, think I'll do really badly. I hope valse was ok, hopefully it's not a low mark.

2009-06-16T14:32:00.003+08:00

If only i could arabesque as nice as Sarah Lamb. Pretty line.

Finally, freedom that will last for 2 weeks.

First two weeks of HOLS was horrible, rushing business plan for YES, almost died, performance at PL, plus in between inter. Bleh. Give me a break.

Now, almost done with homework, i better catch up on my studies before I start failing all my subjects.

Inter @ 6.30 yet again today. Yest sweat like !!!!! Never felt so tired. Was shaking badly after class.

Anw, benchmark part II came out, so I'm going to do it now. 21 June was my intended FD outing at The Seaview but I'm not free, so I'll be going for the Sentosa one!! Looks like I can still go to Sentosa afterall. Yay, gonna have amazing race etc. Leaders came for home visit yesterday, it was good. Yep. :D Looks like week 3 and 4's gonna be eventful.

when you dance, it is like being in another world of your own;
no worries, no problems, just have to enjoy doing what you are born to do.

2009-06-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

OVER! :D

PL perf was ok, but it's a lasting experience. Shaw Hall one was so not professional, there wasn't proper lightings except it was cleaner than our hall. And it was so bright and the audience were so close. Agape Hall was better and darker just that I screwed up ending. Forgot to stay longer T.T shoot.

I love their dance studio, so big and bright, envious.. And just for dance. Look at our pathetic hall and multi-purpose scratched floor studio. It's really bad condition. Haix.

Homework homework homework! Piling up.

BTW
5/6 INTER; Dance subaru with ballet peeps
6/6 INTER
7/6 INTER
8/6 INTER
9/6 Shopping ^.^
10/6 Chinese project -.-
11/6-12/6 Economics competition (...)
11/6 SENTOSA! (I think can't le D:)
12/6 ~~Inter~~ NOOOOOOOOO
13/6 INTER
14/6 INTER; Shopping!
15/6 INTER
16/6 INTER

And in between:
-Geog project over MSN, STILL WAITING....
-A-math homework+benchmark
-Catch up on studies
-other homework!

Better get occupied when I can now..

lalalla

2009-05-27T15:59:00.003+08:00

It's a miracle I got A1 for english. Overall, cohort did quite badly. Oh mann, how i wish all my subjects were like this. Impossible, if only I was a scholar, so smart! Or the triple science ppl! Lols. BUT it was just the first paper that I received. Shouldn't have been so happy. Then a couple of Bs came by, B3 and B4 quite a lot... A-maths was horrible flunked it. My paper was full of careless mistakes, really, almost every question. I should have checked. So wasted, I actually knew how to do them. Econs was bad too, at first, term 1 was so good, A1, like 77 or something then this term drop like duno what. Quite a number of people failed, including, surprisingly, clara, but I passed. PHEW! Highest was 64, Jiahui again. The rest was very average, nothing of a shock.

Due date to sign up for inter is TODAY! Luckily man, if not after today got surcharge must fork out another 10 bucks. Gosh, I really have to manage my time well. Inter is 5 times a week, dance cca is once or twice, I hope only once AND still have tuition, friends, family outings blah blah.. How to cope? ARGH. Looks like I'm gona be busy busy busy again.

3/1's gonna be selling ice cream with yummy flavours including strawberry, choc, vanilla, mango, honeycomb etc. So head down to student activity corner tmr recess for a cup! Cheap cheap! Heard strawberry's nice, i ordered one.

Better complete my LONG DUE A-maths hw now.

2009-05-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, it's DONE!
Have been watching ToGetHer 爱就宅一起online today. Finally can relax lorh. I so love the taiwan drama not because of Jiro but because I like the show. =D destressing man. Alright, slacked the whole day since ending of econs. Feel so funny after chionging econs since yesterday. LOL! :D Plan for the night, Wii, maybe more comp AND stay up late! Tmr no school cuz no paper, holiday until next monday! WEEEEEE~ And good news, ballet's resuming soon! Get to dance away my fats gain during MYE period. My right hand is still aching real badly. OUCH. But there's muscles at least after all the humanities papers that killed me. Who cares about results now, just relax. . Good luck for rest of mid-yrs ppl! Tmr is ballet shopping, thurs maybe out with frens and then... I don feel like planning now. :D

2009-04-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERA! Although you may have been asleep by now in Aussie. So glad gaby's taking up classes :D and got her own pointes! Anw hope you'll come back to visit us soon.

Oh kim i get what you meant about the woman on boshi.com SCARY! Her dress' like shaded. EEEEERIE. . I'm missing the fruit punch cocktail now! The jelly that just melts to your mouth.

And good luck to kim tan for her grade 8 exam tmr. Like everyone in singapore finished exams alrdy. She may be the last. Haha. I want my results so badly. .

Kinda miss -- class, inter's so boring. Not fun at all. Well partly, I go to destress. . But apparently I am aching so much now. .

Chinese paper 2 tmr. D:

2009-04-28T19:51:00.002+08:00

AHH. The worst shock in my life. After coming home from a tiring class, I was at my door house. As I opened the shoe cabinet, I felt someone was watching me. . It was A BIG FAT YELLOWISH GREEN lizard. I almost slammed the door, it got a shock and SPLAT! I fell from the ceiling to the floor. Like some snapping sound. I screamed like I never did. Louder than hannah in class about the thunder. The neighbours must have wondered what happened. My mum got a shock too, she was cooking. Seriously, it was this fully grown fat thing with beady eyes staring on you. I just hate and have a phobia about lizards. HOW I WISH jianning was here to save me, lizard here lizard there. I looked at the lizard I first thought about her. The skinny cough cough bony senior. No actually, the first thing I thought was to scream.

Anw I danced like I never did too. Went for af class as instructed. I SURVIVED. I really did. The others were so pro. I got niki's pirouette luck today :D They were on, yay. Now I really know why she keep telling me sternum down. It really works. I really understand. . I sucked at the rest of the exercises but turns were gd and when ms pang said something what fouette en tournant Niki and I was like what?! Until seniors started turning, like fouettes. Ok they were fouettes, just seven of them. And yes, I look forward to it. FOR SO LONG TIME. THANKS NIKI for the wonderful day. I enjoyed your company. Now work hard for your MYEs! And jiayou for Ns k? After exam, I seriously going for all classes esp on tues. I mean inter. I didn't know af can be that fun provided if your turns are on cuz like half the class was turns. The seniors were actually nice. If only we were closer to them a little. LAME DUCKS, FOUETTES blah blah blah. . If only I could survive another a.f. haha! Now study econs! MCQ test tmr. Sighh. D:

macarons

2009-04-25T18:15:00.003+08:00

Macarons are just love. They are so nice, melts in your mouth. Get them at Bakerzin for $1.60 EACH. Exp and small but delicious! :D

YUMMMMILICIOUS!

2009-04-17T17:11:00.002+08:00

GOSH! GOLD! OMG. It's unexpected but I somewhat expected it. GOLD to GOLD with honours only 5 marks! I wonder what we got. But nevermind, we improved! :D SO happy. TEARS OF JOY!!! xD juniors must achieve gold with honours next time round k! I hope to thank all the seniors esp cat! jiaying! miranda! for supporting me at the ending. And YAY! Ending was superb. Alright, inter class now or I'll BE LATE! :D

2009-04-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

I'm gradeless since yesterday. Can't believe it, grade 8 was love. I miss valse, VERY MUCH.

Anw, good luck to lynette, belle, shermaine, germaine tmr horr. BREAK A LEG! :D

I hope miss pond smiles, she was quite moody today but ok yesterday. SPORTS DAY tmr, run like the wind. Hopefully, no injuries lor. .

2009-03-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

YUP. Potential president, HAPPY FIFTHTEEN! About like 3-4 hours in advance but still, :D

Anw, i duno why I'm saying this but to econs students, the businessdictionary and investorwords websites are really useful for ~~definitions~~ terminologies rather, mdm goh's favourite word. Anw, finish up homework then a well deserved breakkk. [: I can barely concentrate in work. Mannn. Chem not fully done. GTG. :/

OMG GRADE 8 NEXT MONDAY! SO FAST! I think I am not readyyyyyy. AHHH.

2009-03-27T16:58:00.001+08:00

fouettes. OMG. 8 years old. shoots.

2009-03-27T16:35:00.003+08:00

theresa is so OBVIOUS president. Needless to say shermaine tan's either vice or pres. YAY [: This two CLEVER like duno wat and RESPONSIBLE people. :B Jian ning can read the future :O COOOOL!

GRADE 8 open house later. Gosh i hope pink matches burgandy, a bit. . Need to sleeeeep then go for class. danse. Xinyi the greatest. I helped ruth-iee tie a bun, for free! xD My CA1 wasn't good. SHIT. Haix. Hopeless. Just hope grade 8 i do well. And syf we at least maintain.

three words. I ♥ valsieeee
Confirmed: 6 April (1st day!)
-valse printemps . .classical. .
-dramatique . .free movement. .
-mazurka de salon . .character. .

Gradeless sooooon. AWW! Distinction's not in my mind. VIC! Beating your high score in City Bloxx :P

T3!

2009-03-20T10:10:00.003+08:00

We rocked T3 yesterday except i almost died (oh, yiting's famous phrase) in dance. Blister over blister, I need to get foot thongs. HAHA. Skytrain was so amusing, except it smelt like hannah. -.- But the songs at Macs were superb, seriously. And ATHIRAH knew it all. Womaniser, Just dance, blahh. We had so much fun making fun of HANNAH. hah. Project was surprisingly quite successful, while SOME ppl were like duno what's happenin for Econs. . and ended up copying MY homework, LOSER. And stole my fries. And gossiping about this pair of lesbos. And talking about like hating babies. THEY are so adorable ok. Got this blonde baby, he was so cute. Btw, miss HA-NNAH your pic was saved in my MEMORY CARD not PHONE memory. So despite all attempts, u didn't delete it. Aww so sad.

Here! Athirah we rock.

Your pretty *cough cough cough* big face. hannah montana the loser.
In the meantime, "hand"; "high five"; "kill"; "hannah". ;P But apparently, Kill Hannah is a really nice band. Their songs are nice :D Poor kimmy kimmy kim, recover from your sun burnts soon!

NEXT. I am going to die later. We're going to do pointe and I haven't been doing it since, last yr? Die. NIKI WONG help me. It all started when ms pang smsed me during dance and i had to cancel mock ballet exam and cancel stuff on weekends. But still, i know sher and I's gonna have a goooood time. We thought it was free. instead 75bucks per day. It's at DSI again. Their studio is squarish, nicer to dance. :D How i wish (NOT!) that i could go advance with you niki, but it looks like you're on your own. HAHA :P no la, u so pro can one la. GOOD LUCK to you and me.

2009-03-17T17:03:00.002+08:00

SO SORRY BALLET PEEPS can't go bugis with ya all, PLS FORGIVE ME. :D
But why so random like what's the reason for the steamboat thing? o.O
Busy busy busy. . . argh

2009-03-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

Holidays suck. Big time. Just 1 day for syf prac? Good luck man. There goes our Gold, byee! Keep thinking about grade 8, come on xinyi, just one more! Blehh. Yup, niki, I'm talking to myself, but without spelling/ punctuation/ pronunciation ERRORS. :D Let me take inter or I'll say bye. Haha. -.- Eat, sleep, dance. Again. Can't it be MORE interesting?

My math teacher is pathetic, totally. I hate studying. Ah. . But I love econs and probably chem, maths, let me think. . None :D

confused

2009-03-11T11:01:00.008+08:00

Think about it. What's ballet without performance opportunities or just once every two years or more? Hmm. Get all technique classes without stage work is so wrong. Solo seal or advance 2 in 4 years? It will never come. Sighh.

Prettaye. Valentino Zucchetti 2006 Gold Medalist GIBC, Hong Kong.

Agnes Oaks and Thomas Edur 2005 sadler wells'

Gemma Graves 2006 Hong Kong HOW I WISH MY SPLITS were like HERS. so high and muscley :D

Edgar Liu 2006 Hong kong. WOW! 3m up in the sky?..

Ye Feifei 2006 Silver Hong Kong. WOW, does she have muscles!

All they do is just dance all day. How lucky. Stop dreaming xinyi. :D Watch the finals [:

nil

2009-03-08T11:25:00.002+08:00

I made a big sacrifice.

ANW. Dance comm's coming out SOOOON. I wonder who will. Vic's confirm pres :D hopefully not treasurer again. I don wana handle costumes anymore! -.- But look's like this yr a lot of people are likely to be pres, definitely not ME. [: I don wana be anw. I think it will be a non-ballet student. hmm. suspense xD

Bye sdg D: I will miss you. . Maybe bye crestar. .

2009-02-25T19:50:00.003+08:00

Ok fine, I'm UPDATING.

Results so far so-so, couple of As and Bs *fingers crossed*!

Yesterday was little Eunice's 3rd birthday. Sent her an e-card. Bet she will be randomly just pressing the keyboard. Lolx.

G.I.D.C is in SINGAPORE! OMG i'm so gonna catch it, tickets from 40 bucks :S i hope ms pang brings US! Ballet ppl after exam it's a BADMINTON MATCH ok! I don care :P 6 April, 1st day of exam is gonna be my final grade.. :/ Ahh. But i love grade 8 dances mann. LOADS. I wanna do poetique AND dramatique T_T.

I wonder how ur first ballet lesson was!! Dancing now eh :D Center stage- turn it up rocks. Rising sun tmr D: i need more grade 8 classes! PLS!

Almost asleep,
<3>

2009-02-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

As I gaze upon the stars... Waiting for it to come true...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S! Hope you like the special cards and jelly ballet peeps :D thanks for all the sweeeeeets, chocs. [:

AH. Sending in my Maths online test and study!!! Like so stressed. My Maths spring tests sucked la, but both sciences were quite good. PHEW.

Grade 8's coming, SYF's COMING. Omigoshhhh. Rising sun's ending is like so cliche, so much like flame. And I'm the tallest for the ending again :D Cuz I'm light, actually not really :P

Tata, have a nice Valetine. xoxo.

2009-01-26T20:36:00.003+08:00

Sorry, my blog is now open and I'm back from OBS with a little dehydration! Hurry let me dance again. =D miss everybody esp ballet ppl and three one people!!! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR [: Gong Xi Fa Cai, Wan Shi Ru Yi, Bu Bu Gao Sheng, aiya!! Xin Nian Kuai Le bah!
MIss you too FS!

2009-01-18T14:21:00.004+08:00

Homework before OBS.

2009-01-16T16:39:00.004+08:00

only 2nd week, 3 tests over.

Sighhs.

I MISS SDG.

pretty smiles! best item ever..

2009-01-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

Sucks. I'm going to school for the sake of friends. I totally love my new classmates esp zai, kim, deneice, joyce. Great bunch. :D We were so sick mannn today, dictionary become dig? Sucks that like we have to go to school to study, whether u lik it or not. Deep down inside my heart, I don't really have an interest in it, cramp ur brains and get yourself more stressed just for knowledge! BUT EVERYBODY at least in singapore has to go through education. I can just study until i get a degree but it's NOT what I want. I just don't understand why....

Alright, don't think so much. For now, just mug mug mug, "AIMING" for Os?... Yeah, u go to school just for marks which is like money in education, bad marks, u can't get into a good jc or poly, good marks, any jc or poly welcomes you. I'm sure not everybody enjoys studying. I'm like studying for the sake of not putting my parents in jail. -.- I can't believed I skipped ballet today, big piles of homework, not only that, pulled like many muscles yest during over-side split thing. But it's gd, inner thighs working. ACHES like .

Homework, homework, homework, ah.

2009-01-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

Crestar senior dance group is now Crestar Dance COMPANY. Cool name >.<>

It's so obvious who you are.

a ballerina's life

2008-12-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

A ballerina's life is very short.
A ballerina's life is very demanding and straining.
A ballerina's life can be lonely.
A ballerina's life means a lot of sacrifices.
A ballerina's life have lots of ups and downs.
A ballerina's life is not easy.

Think of it this way, a good thing may be a bad thing in disguise. Sometimes, we can't always have what we want. We dance because of your passion and dream, not for anybody else. Don't let other things stand in your way.

Just living this passion, keeps me alive everyday.

lalala

2008-12-14T17:36:00.011+08:00

Crap. I forgot I'm going to malaysia tmr for a short trip. I don't wanna go cuz my homework's not entirely done. English 1200-1500 words compo (!!!!).. Chinese I hope to clear today.

Anw yesterday's performance was great, SDG graduated. D:
We put up a really good show, just that too many kiddos dancing...

Preparation! Joy and me doing Grace's hair :D Eileen helping sam.

JiaHui and me :D

Cute girl, Maggie, from Some Kind Of Wonderful, wanted make up.

AND blusher, look at her face :O

US! backstage with mag again...

Final courtsey D:

CRESTAR SENIOR DANCE GROUP officially graduated! Misses!!..... D:

Sob sob, gonna miss all the tiring nights going to marine parade, climbing the four storeys and having fun. Oh wells. Thanks to all the people who helped as runners, all ms pang's girls. Vivian, lynette, dawn, angela, joey, sam, some juniors and some seniors. They cleared backstage so I wasn't late for my part. That time almost couldn't come out because I was delayed jumping over heads running backstage. Anw, this is a performance I shall never forget. First and last SDG perf en pointe. Booo hooo.

sick

2008-12-06T17:54:00.004+08:00

I hate being sick, it's been SO long.

Have viral infection, high fever since morning. Ah. Went to doctor's, so many pills. I just wanna dance again.

Means no helping ms pang take over grade 4 class!!!!! Missed a good chance. Out of all the times I have to get fever now.

AND I'm missing senior later, full dress tmr!

Omg help. D:

Get up and dance again, dreams are dashed.

lalala

2008-11-25T12:37:00.015+08:00

HAD FUN YESTERDAY! TM with interfounds :D

Pizza hut and 1/2 of us ate beef lasagne. Hee. Belle, here comes your PRETTY *coughs* face that I promised. See, I keep promises.

But first sneak preview of pet society on facebook. I forgot who this is le, but the left side is MY pet, Fluffie, sleeping. So cute right? I know :D

PEI RONG u better add me hee hee!

CAMWHORE xD

Notice cheryl's face :O

Cross section of the cake, still nice and squarish! Blackforest, yummy yum.

Belle still very happy cutting her cake, everything is still peaceful. Notice pei rong and cheryl's hand. We can still see you, you know :D

Still peaceful, nice smile people [: Oh and btw cheryl and pei rong were fighting to take picture.

We are planning something now, hee hee pei rong face so red.

Cheeky pei rong. Our plan succeeded belle's face got cake :D Actually, michelle and I planned it hee hee.. But pei rong did it. Notice belle is "enjoying" herself, haha. Glad u enjoyed it.

Facial for you belle, cake facial. SO pretty, *coughs*

Super obscene, trying for second round of cake fight. Pei rong look so innocent :D

Pei rong auntie, we thought you got short hair :O She look pissed also.

OMG so ex! Belle must treat us another time!

Alright, enough of pics, I'm going to fly soon... Weeeeeeee. Be back on friday post on saturday.

blah

2008-11-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

Got back interfound results, it ain't good. But luckily i still haven't broken my record, YET. I congratulate deborah lee for a superb result for a first year. :D well done girl, you're so pro and everybody else, trish, isabel, wen xin (she still don wana say her mark), and all those who haven't get yet, GOOD LUCK! And and niki for distinction for INTERMEDIATE! OMG, damm pro. Quite a couple of distinctions this yr but my dance wasn't as good as i and she expected. Oh wells, I have a feeling it's the "flow" and the lack of use of epaulment. But her marks were quite reasonable, according to my strengths, allegro technique which has free enchainment included inside was a good section for me.. Musicality was good but i heard inter did badly.

Tired now good night peeps, long day tmr, senior at night.

lalala

2008-11-21T10:45:00.004+08:00

FINALLY tkgs anniversary is here. Get it over and done with. Have been dying the past few days and I'm gonna miss ballet today D: NOOOOOO. Anw jiayou ppl, for la sylphide and rising sun. There's still smoke for rising sun and it stinks even though he claims whatever effect is there.

Bro got his results yesterday, moderate to him not too high or low but considered crazy for me. Considering hwa chong, so nerd. No offence pei rong, opps! Going to the school to walk around today, not me, him and mum. Anw, this year score not really very high, people expected higher though.

After anniversary concert there's still Crestar's nutcracker and sooner or later school will re-open! And my homework's not done yet :S AHH.

I seriously need a break, really. Luckily next week I'm going for a 3 day trip. Haix.. I need a longer break mannnnn. Help, I don't want to go for dance later. I shouldn't have join this thing. Dance everyday sian, always the same item.

Okayy, gtg ppl D; so tired and sleepy and dread SCHOOL (don get me wrong>.<) dance.

yay

2008-11-19T11:13:00.004+08:00

I got into 3e1, econs and geog elect with athirah, mimi, shi hui and nurul :D cool. At least, i got my first choice, actually a lot of people got into their first choice, from what I know. Not fair, the results were released yesterday but i was in school. But yeah, no surprise cuz lotsa ppl alrdy told me about my class before i checked. And yup congrats everyone, there's no combined science in our year, see we're more clever than our seniors! :P

Yesterday was so rush la, rushed from home to school, school back home and rushed to TM for ballet. So tired I slept like a pig last night.

Playing pet society then off to school with hair gelled up :S I hope we don't wear make-up today. The lightings are pretty nice but it's so ovally, despite patterns in it. Our skirt is so long (?!) -.- break a leg for full dress peeps. I ♥ rising sun. But they pump out so much smoke almost choked and the lightings are also so red.. I rather our leos look goldenish yellow. More like the sun, hees.

And I'm looking forward to see DSI's production :D

xoxo

bored

2008-11-17T10:18:00.003+08:00

Heymath sec 2 holiday assignment PART 2. Part 1 was so tough, actually not really la... Still have some questions I have NO idea how to do. Actually since I have quite a lot of time to kill before dance I may just do it. Sighh. . I'm so bored. Thinking about how many hours of dance later. 3-8pm full dress T.T 8-10 or something senior. Blehh, just hope I won't collapse. Luckily there's no jazz before senior :D But sometimes it's kinda fun!

Play a bit of p.s., and tammy, you REALLY should play ok [: oh and deb, you sure are pro la, a few days gain so many points already xD then lunch, sleep(?!) then dance dance dance till the night. The good thing is that me and kim have permission to leave early today! YAY! Then I'll go PP for some food or something.

Yup, that's all.

Love, xin.

2008-11-16T16:31:00.002+08:00

Had a stayover at gran's, only ONE night after dinner yesterday and with bro too, parents went back. That meant a night at sengkang. It's so long since I've been there, really miss it. Yup, and dinner was delicious. Eunice is so adorable, no pics to show though D: She loves looking at the dry ice that comes with my dessert. She blew into it then cover her mouth and laugh then repeat, my auntie said she super vain. LOL. And she keeps thinking the fake flour flower is the real one and smell it -.- Faith kept on smiling. She loves to smile and loves peek-a-boo. Eunice keeps imitating people, i ask her a question she ask me back. Right. And she got so amused by the seafood in the fish tanks especially the crab and her favourite, fish, I duno why. And she got kinda grossed out because of the lobster and prawns, long feelers thingy.

Was looking over some resources and I thought the idea of getting a degree in dance is quite cool, they have BA and BAA but I don't think it'll be recognised in sg. That is if I can go to a university overseas to study. Long way, but I think I'll have to plan in advance.. Grade 8 sucks, I prefer interfound class. . Somebody help, I feel like really lousy. But I really don't have a choice. I shouldn't have signed up. Sigh again. You just miss a class and she like finished a dance. Alright, I'm not gonna think about it anymore, who cares if this time I don't get a dist anyway. I WANT INTERFOUND RESULTS. Please come soon......

Swimming and probably gym with my mummy :D and then dinner with father's side. Always eat eat eat so boring! But I guess I'll forward to those ballet vids I bought ;D

Love, xin.

anon

2008-11-13T08:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's dance CCA was boring. Pretty much didn't do a lot of things cuz all the items were together. At least I went to the mrt with kim :D Next week I'm gonna be rushing to TM and tkgs like mad, everyday there's school dance. AH! Can't wait for the anniversary to be over over!

AND YAY! Deb is playing pet society!! Join in the fun. [: And finally her facebook is considered quite active xD Can't wait to see you guys in december and have class with you all again. MISSES. And I know you miss me too. Joking. To ballet peeps or rather, michelle, thanks for organising this thing and I'll try to make it for the 11 Dec chalet thing, if i don't have full dress rehearsal, or i may just drop by :D I will tell you all nearer to the date. But 12 Dec is a no-no for me. And why deb you not going?! D:

Okay, I'm gonna play p.s. now (not playstation but pet society) and shop later :] I'm gonna miss grade 8 tmr cuz of school dance T.T Noooooooooo..

random

2008-11-10T11:26:00.003+08:00

Anaheim ballet

Chanced upon this video. Superb. Yup short post and I'm carrying on with my cross stitch, waiting for the next ballet/ CCA day to come. So boring.

Oh and if you have a facebook account play pet society that application. It really kills time and it's fun :D

random

2008-11-05T10:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, I officially prefer Ms Pang's classes to senior, as always actually. Lol, on monday me and niki hid ourselves behind the studio where there were benches and all until 8.20pm. Guess why? To skip jazz! :D so naughty of me (us).. And we ended early, FINALLY! Like at 9.45pm instead of 10, well, at least borders was not close yet, one of the last shops in PP to close. Les Sylphides and rising sun later! xD WHY IS EVERYTHING EN POINTE FOR ME?!?!? senior, les sylphides, I should have told her an excuse like I wasn't ready yet but I'll try... another 5 hours of hardwork later. I finished my math and science holiday homework plus extra revision. Just had the urge to study and probably enjoy much later. Ciaoz.

NUTCRACKER♥

rising sun

2008-10-31T11:14:00.002+08:00

I love 'rising sun', it's turning out really good.. 'Sunrise' isn't a bad name too eh, I like the Sunrise drink though. I don't want her to leave not at least until syf's over. What's wrong with the school man. Why can't she just let her carry on teaching.. All of them just don't really support dance club as much as the other CCAs but i know this syf we're going proof them wrong. I hope we get a gold this time.... Argh. Imagine getting a new teacher only in Jan, we surely won't be able to participate in syf la.. Then dance club will go down the drain. NNNOOOO. I like the current item although it's tiring, VERY! But there's kicks and turns! <3>

I miss grade 8, miss pang's shoutings (LOL?) I really do esp valse, hee hee. There's senior tmr, at least it's not a monday class! Going to shop later to store somemore leotards, pointe shoe for nutcracker... I heard only senior and hot choc item get black nutcracker tees, the others get white and we have the word 'CREW' at the back as well as a crestar logo of course. COOOOL! :D YAY! I will surely buy it. Can't wiat for 13 Dec to come, I hope we have a matinee! Since there's such a great response.

Maybe kim's right, I really like shaded things a lot. The colours just flow naturally.. LOLS.

bleh

2008-10-26T10:09:00.002+08:00

I've been so childish the other time. I've always wanted to tell you that I was sorry and that I never neglected our friendship before. This marks the end of sec 2 and I really wanna thank you for the wonderful good and bad times we spent in the first year and I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. It was hard for me too, if you didn't realise. You were a really great bestie and seat partner and everything in sec 1 and I will never forget that. I hope you won't too.

I'm just hoping I get to economics cuz there are SO many pro people like in band 1 wanting to get in there. Chances are so slim.. AHH. Had pedicure yesterday removal of thick cellulous, dead skin. Foot spa not FISH spa! So unhygenic, may contract diseases. Grade 8 was great yesterday. LOLS! And I love valse printemps :D Although I don't think I'll be able to it. . D:

VALSE ^^ blur, but this girl is quite a good dancer

Bro's going for some party (!!!) later and I'll be home with mum. Doing house cleaning. Ever since the exams, my table's full with books and rubbish haha. Tmr there's senior till very later again... And tuesday I'll be going over to ws' house to play Wii! WEEEE! :D Toodles...

sad

2008-10-25T12:19:00.002+08:00

It's barely been a two days and I'm missing all the seveners. . D: So sad to have accepted the fact that we'll split classes and we cried and hugged on the last day, dreading but at the same time looking forward to the holidays. I WILL MISS BUNNY No.2 aka Nad (: those lovely times together... That waisze and victoria brought joy to my sec 2 life, one so funny and the other so sentimental but fun to have as a friend also. Looking bad at those happy memories where in sec 1, everybody was strangers, our first performance on stage was superb when we won first prize for sec 1 orientation. Wanna cry alrdy. It was very unexpected. But many friends sure did leave a little something in my heart that I will never forget. It's been 2 years and time flies..

Thanks for ALL the promo gifts including that lovely framed dance picture from ruoxi THANKS!!!!, nice ballet paper thing and the dance bear with a locket from vic, NOTHING from waisze, forgetful person, choc from jie ning, note from asyiqin blah blah... THANKS! Pics cannot be uploaded cuz camera not with me........

CCA on thurs, bleh.. I'm not hating it but I don't look forward to it either.

private

2008-10-18T12:19:00.004+08:00

I'm super fustrated one of the reasons having to miss senior today D: cuz of my grandma's birthday. HAIX.. I don't go, she'll think I'm not filial, my parents will get angry and I don't wan things to be so compliacted. Second time this year, another misunderstanding. That's what happens in girl schools. You want your friends to be perfect in anyway and if they don't, just a bit of a small matter, you just assume what they think. Just to tell you, no-one is perfect. I will not bother about this anymore, friends come and go anyway. . It's just true friends that leaves footprints in your heart. On the other hand, I find that she, is so wierd. I mean, everything happens so fast, and after a while, friendship just breaks like glass. Obviously, there's still a bit, but it's very hard to patch it up again, trust me. I mean, I feel it's wasted. I have to admit, I did give her choices in her friends, not to follow her everywhere, i gave her a choice. She can don eat recess with me if she wants, tell me she wants to change first. But you didn't speak a word, you didn't. If you did, I really WOULD UNDERSTAND. It's just too late. I still have other friends and i know you have a lot too, I can hang out with them if you want, but now it's so complicated, I don't know what you want from me. Really. Fine, you can go with your OTHER friends and just, leave me alone. I had enough of such stuff. Sorry if it's hurting you, but I think we are not so close anymore, so close to say that we're best friends. If you still think, i am selfish, a very selfish and childish friend, I don't know what to say. . I've tried my best to be a good friend already. Really, my very best. I finally let my heart out to tell you what I feel. I don't wish for anymore of this again. . argh. One minute, she's the closest friend that you ever have and the next, like a stranger that misunderstood you, making you feel disheartened.. You didn't even give me the chance to be a good fren, maybe we have just to much differences.

I'm looking forward to grade 8 class with juniors! :D

2008-10-13T15:20:00.001+08:00

She asked such a sensitive question. We were talking about her in dance, can't she just spare a thought for other people's feelings? Maybe she doesn't know.

tired

2008-10-13T15:10:00.002+08:00

Was dreading dance just now. Hardly pulled through it till about noon. The studio light was such a nice environment to just snooze off. And later still have waltz of the flowers item at MP Crestar.. WAHH. At least kim worse than me, got guitar then got jazz class then got waltz.. Pro larh she. Exam over more busy than before.

I'll try to stay awake in CCA tmr.. Hopefully I don't go back too late today. *yawn* I need rest.

Anon

2008-10-11T12:36:00.003+08:00

Oppsies! Haven't been blogging for a really loooong time. :P

Since exams over already (quite long le, hehe), I'm still so busy with school dance and ballet. Our not-confirmed SYF item is really nice. I enjoyed it a lot, well, at the moment. Kinda like a contemp piece unfortunately not ballet next year. Really busy since exam finished that day already start CCA le. . Then monday and tuesday marking day we have to go back to practise in the morning T.T like no freedom larh.. But oh well, school's anniversary is coming and we're performing like 4 items now, so obviously, we are super busy! I kinda dread dance now cuz it makes me go on a diet, no heavy lunch and no snack/ tea time, but i think for kim it really works. A ballerina's diet- BREAD+WATER! :D Helping a lot. We've got to diet for our performance(s) end of the year!!

And just finished watching The Nutcracker performed by Kirov Ballet in Mariinsky Theatre on video. The Dance of the Mirlitons was superb. The two young female and a male dancer were really good, i bet they will grow up to become very successful dancers. The waltz of the flowers and snowflakes were nice too. Yup, it's the nutcracker season this end of the year!! SDT's having theirs and Crestar's having ours too. Exactly the same date, for them, opening night but obviously, different place. Ours victoria theatre while theirs is esplanade, obviously more expensive.. Yeah, and we're doing waltz of the flowers only, but it's tough.. 5 mins en pointe. So, as usual, busy with dance. Someday I may be bored of it. But i think i never will. ^^

ballet exam

2008-09-18T11:43:00.003+08:00

REACH for those prettayye lines. .

Yup, it was pretty much good. Adage was kinda screwed pointe wasn't THAT good but pirouettes were on and the dance was great. The 3 others were very good and all 4 of us got the free enchainment, but i got it from the first time she said the steps. xD She was kinda nice today. But that doesn't mean marks will be high. She kinda smiled in my dance or maybe that was an illusion. HAHA. I am not really glad it's over, i miss inter found especially the dance. D:

Yeahh, my free enchainment was difficult according to ms pang. There was jete ordinare, sissone farame and pas de chat. Actually all are my favourite jumps. And I saw Yuki from summer school '08. The one from SOTA. She was no. 3 and i was lucky 2. I love being 2. So yah, had a good chat with her before the exam. A very technical dancer she is. Superb. No 1's from Miss Pamela, Crestar. And No 4's from Mr Li Tao, Crestar TOO! They were all good.

Alright, now for the "wall of fame"!

Thanks:

Deborah Lee, Amanda, Niki, Angela, Jiaxin, Kimberly, Vivian for the encouraging smses.

Thanks:

Belle and Deborah for tagging on my tagboard. :D

AND thanks to mummy for accompanying me to crown centre and daddy for taking leave to drive me there early in the morning. And of course, MS PANG, for giving me the sufficient practises before the exam, that made me so confident. <3

A bit more of going on facebook and I need to catch up on revision. Although ballet exam's over, I'm not gonna slack cuz concert is coming. SDG's gonna do waltz of the flowers AND waltz of the snowflakes. WAAAHHHHH. Two LONG dances. Yikes, I need to train my pointe. Right, ciaoz!

tired

2008-09-15T18:40:00.004+08:00

Finally, the day is coming.

Just came back from ballet, really tired. Yup, did A.F. work then inter and inter found. 'Rojak' class >.<>

How i wish i could be like her.

My adage sucks, really. Sighh hopefully dance and the others will pull me up. Broke my suprima shoes le! I thought it wasn't hard shank. I thought my arch was weak. But i'm inproving i guess, breaking it faster and faster everytime, without hand!

It really is! xD

♥ Even if I really don't become a ballerina or of any sort in this life,
even if I really don't fufil my dreams,
I have done my very best, and
my passion for dance will never stop burning, never.

interfound

2008-08-31T21:29:00.002+08:00

full of grace and passion that never stops burning...

Open house was ok, especially pirouettes and allegro (as usual). And yeah saw my vids and i stayed up quite long. Dance was good and everything. . Today's class was superb we did lotsa advance stuff and all and started with some nice warm up exercise with waltz of the flowers music from nutcracker. Ms Pang was in a good mood. [: Like of course la, her whole table since friday has been full of presents. Alrighties, gotta have some sleep now tmr i'll mug mug mug and yeah, all the best to Belle for her exam's TMR! Good luck! I, myself can't wait for free enchainment my favourite section. It's like you don't know what you're gonna get. And it'll be jumps! Hopefully it's some waltzy solo thing. Heh. NIGHT NIGHT!

short post

2008-08-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

All right! There are so many things that i'm going through these few days I don't know where to start. I just know my next love besides ballet is contemp. I think my school seniors did a really great job cheorographing to sweet religion and i just know i have to dance it well. And yest we did contemp for audition too. It was quite wierd, 4 of us auditioning only and we kinda automatically got it. Awkward! Yeah saw kim again wear until like hong bao like that and i saw the girls which she had been gossiping abt in sch. Tsk. [: Oh and so far CA3 I have 3 As, I know, THREE ONLY! But english was superb, highest in class. (: 83.1 at first got mark error now i think 84 or 85. Highest EVER. Math B3 science A2, i know, wierd. Last time my sci used to suck loads and math was like A. Haix. Oh and art was good too. Later meet viv at 5pm then go palais. Oh and btw, thansk for the super duper uber belated present. Small present but lotsa hardwork in the box and stuff. LOVE IT! And WOW! I'm gonna dance like everyday except monday. And i like it! :) Alright gotta finish D and T folio thing, argh.

And i WANTED TO do a short post like deborah lee's short sweet lil posts but I just can't help typing and typing and typing. HEH. (trying very hard u see) Probably cuz i don't post as often nowadays, can't find the time. .

LALALALALLALALA

Ok ciaoz! Oh and belle, hope u'll recover yeah.

lalalala

2008-08-10T18:00:00.005+08:00

Olympics gymnastics is love.

They are all super supple and flex and muscular. With nice lines. .

Palais dance studio was ok went there on friday! So funny larh me and vivian missed 3 full bus stops w/o even realising! Fyi, she was reading her breaking dawn. Miss one more stop and we'll have to walk like so far. Luckily we were early, it was like our "warm up" walk. And she treated me to one whole bottle of GREEN TEA at 7 eleven! HAHA THANK U! <3> sternum problem again. . :/ Haix. . I would have done better without it. But i still have time! YAY! AHHHHHH. Kim's exam on 19 sept 9.30am mine on 18 sept 9.30am!!!!!!! MISSED BY ONE DAY D: so sad if not we'll be competitors. HAHA! :P

Oh and yest's national day parade was considered very high tech, loved watching at home. Reminds me of the water chapter in geog book. HAHA! The water thing was nice and the fireworks. Singapore SOKA association was the last finale item and that's my association :D They took centre stage during finale. Greenies and blueies! And we had 600 plus ppl on stage, the most of all items, so proud of it! The item was simple but u should have seen it from high above, on TV they were super organised and the formations were superb. I WANNA JOIN NEXT YR! The broadcast ppl were saying they didn't remember any national day parade SOKA didn't participate, I AGREE! And chingay parade also! I LOVE SOKA! [: haha super enthu and high now. Currently chatting with michelle (random i know).. And tmr i'm going to ruo xi's house yay to celebrate a BELATED bday party. . So can't wait to see ruffles also! RUFFF :)

random pics

2008-08-09T15:41:00.007+08:00

my birthday ice cream F.O.C from swensons!

neat mess! >.<

thanks for celebrating my birthday peeps!

CHEERS AND SIMLE! napoleeeean aka wai sze was holding me drink. :D

RANDOM PICS! [:

I watched artistic gym (men) today, they were pro esp USA, didn't see russia or china. Can't wait to see synchronised swimming, diving, badminton and some more gymnastics! They all are my fav sports to see! And finally my dear ballet fren vivian told me her blog after ssssssoooooo long. heh.

birthday

2008-08-05T18:43:00.005+08:00

cute lil thing

HAPPY 14th BDAY TO MYSELF!

Had a reeeeaaaaaalllllllyyyyy great time today celebrating after school at bugis. Best birthday lunch of my life. Maybe not my best birthday cuz was quite sad about some things. . Went to swensons i got this really cool ice cream for me and dessert of the day. YUMM YUMM pictures will be uploaded when i'm free, yup. :D poor sheryl she was like "i know how to do it" open the ketchup bottle when the other sheryl already uncapped it for me. Then the whole ketchup went on her hair, chair and floor, omg la, a bad hair day for her i guess. . But she will never forget this day. So funny. Went to bugis at about 12.30pm. WE WERE RELEASED EARLY! And yeah spent like 4-5 hours on neo prints, lunch, SHOPPING! Went to muji (LOVES), many many shops. Oh and the best thing, presents, thank you for them, love it real much (pics will be uploaded soon). I especially like the one soo min and wai sze gave me the bench picture frame, it's so lovely and sweet. Very classical type. And my bro gave me some cute precious moments thing. Totally adore it. Credits for presents, later on. Mum's gonna bring me to choose my ballet video that stars MARGOT FONTEYN! I think it's around 50 bucks. Oh my gosh, can't wait! Dad bought me this nike dance shirt from duno where, super nice and balletish. So happy.

Wanna thank ppl for wishing me happy birthday according to order: My dearest mummy daddy and bro bro; Shalyn (my primary sch bestie) misses xoxoxo; Trish from ballet; Vivian tan from ballet THE FUNNY ONE! "xinyi here xinyi there"; Daddy again for the lovely inspirational sms; belle from ballet; Gloria(senior) shout so loud from void deck; 2e7 for singing me a song in the wee hours of the morning (though not everyone was there); ruo xi (bestie >.<); Althea (primary sch bestie) xoxoxo; and victoria sim from dance and finally the person who wanted to be tha last person to wish me, my loveliiiie senior, jiaxin! >.<

Wanna thank people for presents: Victoria for the cute gum machine cum piggy bank, AWW; the 7 seveners for the expensive swensons lunch and neo prints and the lovely day; Wai sze and soo min for the lovely picture frame; daddy for the shirt; mummy for the ballet video soon; bro for the birthday bear and precious moments thing; Shi hui for the cute lil hand phone pouch and hair band; Nad for the nice purpley pink letter with super neat words; Wai sze for the letter again and shi hui too.

I really wanna thank all of the above for making it such a special bday and i hope i don miss out anyone. ^^

recalling the past; i wish i could change the time. .

ballet rocks! hahahha credits to istockphoto.com

toe

2008-07-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

A total disaster before majors examination.
Oh please oh please recover fast.
Doctor says I can't dance for TWO weeks, how am I gonna LIVE? Die of boredom larhhh. But i will surely go one. :D
I hope that this bruised toe thing is common. I've heard many stories about black toenails and stuff. Mine's just purple. CA3 is very bad at this point. The papers all so tough. ARGH.

GOTTA GO! 2 more papers.

Hardships make us strong. Problems give birth to wisdom. Sorrows cultivate compassion for others. Those who have suffered the most can become the happiest. (Women's div, SOKA)

I miss you bestie

2008-07-25T19:49:00.003+08:00

A FRIENDSHIP LOST
by Brenda J. Metz.
(Really touched me, and made me recall back, what happened. .)

I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all
We were the very best of friends
Or at least that’s what I thought.
Calling each other every day
For now, I do not know what to say
I often wonder why friendships end
What happened to sever that tie
How can someone once so close
Just ignored you and said good bye
I must have been lacking
I must have been wrong
I wasn’t the friend to you
That you were to me all along
I thought I was loyal
I know I was true
But something went wrong
Now there’s nothing to do
A friendship lost Is a very sad thing
I just hope I can bring back something
Something, just those fond memories we had
But now you have your friends of your own
And i? Feeling all alone.

Credits: www.merriam-webster.com and www.FamilyFriendPoems.com

Now, my only wish is that we will get into the same class next year. I really LOVE AND MISS the old days, A LOT. It was my fault, I guessed I ignored you first. I miss you bestie, i really really REALLY do. D:

Ok alright about emo stuff. YAY! Scored really well for history source-based and lit assignment and BALLET JUST NOW WAS superb, fab. I'm so happy today!! I just LOVE LOVE Ms Pang's classes and I promise I'll never ever TRANSFER or QUIT. But i must work on my mistakes and not be complacent. MOOD: [: [: [: [: [: Gosh. My toe is still NUMB from just now like 2 hours ago? And yeah my fourth toe was like as white as sheet again, the bottom part of nail breaking off terribly. Sacrifice, sacrifice. LOVE THE PAIN. It's the result of your good effort you put in, excelling in every lesson that you go. I shouldn't attach any picture of my toe. It's rather gross, my mum was quite freaked out.

Behind those plasters, lay thousands of unhealed blisters, broken white/ black nails, numbness and all, but I finally feel the true feeling of sacrifice, for dance, my only love. © xinyi

2008-07-14T19:24:00.004+08:00

Reach for those lovely lines. .

Reach for your passion,

Reach for the stars. .

Aww.. Our salmon entry didn't win, but i had fun! :D

Subject combi first round, i missed triple science options cause my math didn't make it by 0.5 marks! Science made it though. [: AH. But still, i don wish to compete with the scholars next year. Safer to do double. Maybe I wan economics elective or pure geog and lit elect. Hmm. . :S

And sunday's class was ok sat too, I haven't got the chance to do the solo dance yet, congrats to belle and wen xin on conquering it really nicely. Wen xin's like super perfect larhh, just that she gotta smile a bit more. xD Well, and i tried doing pirouette en pointe, I DID A SINGLE! YAYYE. Oh wells, i shouldn't be so happy cuz other ppl can do doubles. -.-

And yeah sorry didn't blog for so long, xinyi's lazy here tsk tsk. To end this short post, I love inter-found dance!! :] Mugging, muggin and mug! :/

2008-06-27T20:30:00.002+08:00

HUNGRY?! Looks delicious right? (Self-praise, tsk!) Salmon competition entry. Done by me and hoi leng! Credits to mum for the orchid, garnishing and cutting all those ingredients. It's real nice esp the unique honey sauce for salmon, salty and sweet and colourful. YUMMMM-Y! Now it's have confidence for the competition, FOUR JUDGES! WAHHH!

random

2008-06-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

1.6km training for NAPFA timing: 9 min 12 secs! 4th in class, vic was real close though, 3-4 secs apart. Ran with her [: AND new seating arrangement, i'm beside deborahhhh and nawirahhhh now. Quite ok larhh, miss my bimbo partner SHI HUI! :) Hmm. . And subject combis are out, duno what i wan...... I guess see which the sch recommends? I think I wan geog, physics, chem? Yeah, normal. Eh, duno larh. Say no to triple, I will die all the way, hahahahahaaa! Gonna be a short post, muscle ache from today's run. Duno whether I can dance tmr a not. :D AND I LOVE INTERFOUND DANCE! So dancey and allegroey! I wanna score well for that! [: Alright, gotta rest early and get some work done tmr morning before ballet. And i can't wait for B'Boys and Ballerinaaaaa!

perf

2008-06-22T14:54:00.003+08:00

Peformance was a really big success! Everything came out right, and I prayed a little before performance. Praying keeps ur faith going. It was quite windy though, scarf was ALMOST too hard to control, but i hold on to it the whole time. :D Oh wells, scarf work was a bad idea at first, but at least WE TRIED! "4 signets" dance was great, for me. As usual, pas de chats were SUPER OFF, what to say?. . But we had great fun, LOOOOVE IT! Gave everyone a small minature size of swan lake costume/card/bookmark. Multi-purpose la. BUT I TOOK VERY LONG TO MAKE IT OK! So treasure it, yup. Miss all those rushing from school dance for rehearsals. But I am also glad it's over. HR group (human revolution) from SOKA was superb, omg!! I wanna join them too, but i can't do hip hop one. Heard only chosen people get to join the core HR group, too bad they do only hip hop and break. I'll aim for sunflower group now, wait till i'm 18! WHOAAA LONG WAY MANN!

All right gotta pack some stuff before school starts tomorrow, TERM 3 HERE I COME! (Not really prepared though, opps.) Realised I've been dancing extra much this holiday, school dance, summer sch, inter-found, reh, WOW!

this post

2008-06-09T11:28:00.006+08:00

This post marks the end of my summer school. Sadly.

I really miss the teacher from Royal Ballet, Miss Jo or something. And her t-shirts are lovely some got pictures of Margot Fonteyn. Omg lovess! [: Yeah, and below is our group picture.

Background: Tampines Changkat CC, dance studio 1.

first row (from left) Yuki (DSI), Sian [shan] (DSI), Vanessa (DSI), ME ^^ (CRESTAR; Ms Pang), Venessa (CRESTAR; Ms Pang)
second row (from left) forgot name :P (DSI), Fiona (CRESTAR; Ms Lee), Regina (DSI), Grace Tan (CRESTAR; Ms Kok), Renee (CRESTAR; Ms Pang), Pei rong (CRESTAR; Ms Pang)
third row (from left) forgot name :P (DSI), Amelia (CRESTAR; Ms Lee), oh dear i forgot (CRESTAR; Ms Lee), MISS JO! ♥, Michelle (CRESTAR; Ms Pang)

I realised I can't remember names well. The game Bloons is soooo fun! Can find it in addictinggames.com or bloonsworld.com. Super addictive. Mum, bro and I are like addicted. HAHA!

I have been dancing everyday from last Sat to today. FINALLY there's a break tmr! Gotta catch up on my studies, look at my checklist, like only half done.. I hate the chinese 读后感. I love the story but I lazy to write larhh. I'm never gonna finish my homework..

♥ dance for eternity. . dancer for life. .

summer sch 1

2008-06-06T08:36:00.002+08:00

I've been DREAMING about it till I can't sleep. Feel like dancing 24/7. :D

The Kirov Ballet. They look like swans. :]

Err I can't find the shadash we did from coppelia but i like the mazurka too. The music is lovess. Anw, (above) by royal ballet.. AHHHH. SO fab!

Compared to us in summer school, our pas de chats are much nicer and higher. Probably cause we have shorter legs like and we're younger lols. GRACE TAN, MY PAS DE CHAT RIVAL! :P She super pro for a P6 this year larh! Lol the teacher was like looks like there is a pas de chat competition in the studio. (In a certain accent larhh, haha) Last day of summer school D: I'll miss all the DSI girls and other frens that I've made. WOW the DSI girl, Sian (Shan) can do 15 fouettes! BEAT THAT! My max like 12? ;( Alright yest the two items in front of the seniors and teachers was really good! YAY! Gotta do my homework, looks like I am not gonna finish in time D: I keep dancing everyday this week I forgot all about HOMEWORK! I like it though! xD GOOD LUCK FOR OPEN CLASS EVERYONE, I'm sure it'll be great. Hope ms pang won't be there.. :S

I burst my blister yest ouch larh, it bled.. :( and i know random, our pianist is a jazz pianist and he's super funny keep playing tunes from some physco thing. He used the CD as a UFO lol. Wierd. I still remember the first day of summer school for every exercise he kept playing the same tune, dum dum dum dum. We were laughing like mad with the tchr, but he improved so much larh, now he can play ballet songs. GOTTA RUN, OPPS!

great work

2008-06-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

You deserve a good break, GREAT WORK TODAY XINYI!

Broken nails, chippped off, the whole nail detached, it doesn't matter anymore cause what matters more is that I give my best. I finally know the true meaning of hardwork. Dancing with your heart and soul. All those sweat and blisters, I don't really get them in usual classes but I'll work hard from now on. I don't know where it'll lead me to but I just need to keep on pushing and strive for the best that I can be. :D

As usual class was uber great and yeah it was the 2 dances and allegro and developes and barre again. [:

Alright I'm tired now so nighties! :)

summer sch :D

2008-06-04T13:08:00.002+08:00

I can't believe she said my doubles were excellent and fabulous.
I can't believe she said my character shadash from coppelia was excellent.
I can't believe she said I have a nice poise for character.
I can't believe she said my jumps were nice.
I can't believe she said that I had a nice style for barre work.
I can't believe I actually improved my arch tremendously through summer school.
I can't believe she pointed at me and said i was wonderful during character.
I can't believe she has high expectations and pushes us very hard but i still did it.
I can't believe she said it was very hard to impress her but me and my partner did.
I can't believe my partner is only sec 1 and she is like the best dancer in the class.
I can't believe she's a current teacher from the ROYAL BALLET SCHOOL.
I can't believe that I'm actually ME.

Ok, so much for "can't believe", I BELIEVE THAT FRIDAY's OPEN CLASS WILL BE VERY NICE! We shall impress the parents! [:

summer sch

2008-06-03T13:07:00.002+08:00

SHORT POST! SUMMER SCHOOL RAWKS! :D lalalalala~
DID 4 SIGNETS FROM SWAN LAKE and some character dance FROM COPPELIA for repertoire. I love character the best! (: I am glad I did not miss it! [:

poitne

2008-05-27T10:14:00.004+08:00

I WANT GRISHKO'S 2007!!!! I'm like so desperate. HAHA!

Too bad singapore doesn't have it. D: I wanna know where to get it! D; Too lazy to order from overseas and it's gonna be ex. My second pair of suprima is like broken in 2 days. I need harder shoes. If not keep going to buy.. HAIX. My first one's like soft pointe alrdy or rather, like flats. >.<>

ta-tas!

2008-05-22T18:04:00.003+08:00

I've been UNFORTUNATELY tagged by miss belle koh and MISS NIKI WONG. THANKS BOTH OF YOU!

1. What will i be most focused on most of the time? HMM.. Ballet classes.
2. What do you want the most now? To go for ms pang's class instead of tuition, i can't believe i actually pwned it! XINYIIIII!
3. Who is the person you trust the least? Err, it's either i don wanna say or i dunno who it is. HAHA!
4. How would i describe myself? Pessimistic at times, happy sometimes. Yup.
5. If you have a nightmare to come true, what will it be? Eh, i seldom have nightmares now. Why can't it be a good dream or somethin?
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? Yeah, it's like seeing and beliving.
7. What is your goal for this year? To get in audi, good grades for streaming, grade 7, inter-found and get into SYF (very little chance)..
8. Do you believe in eternity love? Err for what? Dance and ballet? YEAH!
9. What feeling do you like the least? Someone just pretending that nothing has happened but she has actually hurt other people's feelings DEEPLY.
10. What are the requirements you wished to have from your other half? Umm, never thought about it. :D
11. What feeling do you feel everyday? Neutral. Tsk.
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Not all. I won't treasure those who are not true friends and friends that make me very disappointed. But USUALLY, I will.
13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Seriously, dance. Jokingly (?) studying.
14. Who do you hope to be always be there for you? HURM, my mum and dad. They always are :D And i love them so much. And still got somemore don wanna say.. ^^
15. Who is your best friends? I guess I don say can? :D
16. Who cares for you the most? Parents and I guess next are ballet frens? ><
17. What will you do if you met a failure? I will just learn from my mistake and head on with life. I believe in miracles.
18. Who do i hate the most now? SOMEBODY, NOBODY.
19. What do you like most in your life? Must I still say? Having the chance to dance. (HA HA rhymes) plus all my ballerina figurines and ballet stuff in my bedroom and display. Yeah.
20. Do you have any inspirational quotes to say? "There can be miracles, if you believe". [:

Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make a total of 20 questions. Tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this survey. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

I am in a good mood now so i don wanna sabo people! xD

2008-05-21T20:21:00.003+08:00

SCIENCE COLOURS MY LIFE! NOT! HEH.

THE 101st POST!

Had school dance just now, class and french dance. I think the french dance is more and more fun to do! Yup, it was ok i guess..

I wish i could change the past, i should have treasured it, but now, you've changed so much... D:

Sigh, i guess that's how fragile friends are, get on with it.

GET BACK TO YOUR SCIENCE HOMEWORK XINYI!!!!! :D

the day

2008-05-17T11:02:00.002+08:00

THE BIG DAY! :)

dance like no-one's watching. [:
If you enjoy dancing, believe it. If you like dancing, show it. If you love dancing, live it.

outing

2008-05-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

Went to stage image and costume shop/connection with mummy. I guess it was quite like a reward for my CA2. :D Well, I guess it was okay larhh, I'm so gonna take geog and maybe physics and chem. Typical. Yeah.

And ruoxi played like songs from nutcracker suite that i had on my MP3 on the piano in school. Although it was a LITTLE out of tune but I still hummed the songs all the way and yeah, it was stuck in my head. But i particularly ADORE waltz of the flowers since young. My living room clock will play like diff music every hour and one of which is waltz of the flowers. Remember when i was young, when I started to hear it I'll just dance around the living room. Heh. Got this waltz routine I "cheorographed" and now i still remember it really clearly. ><

Gtg for dinner, yikes!

new skin

2008-05-15T18:05:00.002+08:00

Yup, finally a new look! :D YAY!

I'm so excited about SOMETHING.. Only besties will know. ;D Finally i'm getting the chance, a dream come true. Surely will give credits to a lot of ppl. ><>

~What has happened? Those sweet memories of the past. .~

random

2008-05-09T19:52:00.004+08:00

I love the madelaine's junior's hamster MILKSHAKE! SO cuddly and huggable. However today's one was different, no-name yet. I think it's our class pet. Today one den hao lian lorh. Show off all the tricks. Thought it was a boy but it happened to be a girl. Was kinda surprised. Some hyper-active hamster that won't sit still. Gees. And (above) some random hamster pics. :) But all are brownish, MILKSHAKE is greyish. I'm so gonna miss her. D:

Stay tuned to dancingforeva.bs for a new skin. This time, really hor. :D Mood: OVER DA MOON! Cuz there's class tmr. I miss it SOOOOOO much!! ^^

Recess pracs are so fun, although got "free show" SO MANY AUDIENCES! But really satisfied cuz we taught the sec 1s how to do hinge kick. The sec 3s once requested to do it and everybody was like "HUH....." BUT WE MANAGED TO TEACH EVERYONE OF THEM TODAY!! And opps, my classmates were there. And yeah, they DID make noises but dance as if no-one is watching. SO YEA! :DD Aiyo then on thurs worse, more ppl saw. I think if we collect money from everyone of them we'll make thousands. HAHAH. Yeah and my private ballet juniors saw me. I was like SHIT LA. And yeah they did make fun of me, but in a good way. ^^ YUP, I *HEART* CORNER WORK! xD

CA2 results weren't as bad as i thought, well it was kinda deproved for some subjects but some shot up. Two A1s, geog and home econs. Two A2s, math and science (0.7 more marks get A1 WTS!). EVEN IF I HAD THE CHOICE TO DO TRIPLE, I SO WON'T. English and chinese B4. AIYO.. Usually my languages are good one lorh.. I SO HATE LIT.. Teacher so strict in marking T.T I have a good feeling I'm gonna do well for solo poetry recitation. I love beautiful old age. Tsk. ALL ABOUT APPLES AND PIPPINS..

YAY! Ms pang's back, that means go back to coaching classes fullout. Gonna train hard for interfound starting from tmr. And i think i'm gonna sign up soon too. >.<

2008-04-28T12:04:00.003+08:00

`with strong faith, nothing will remain unsolved.
I pray for world peace :D, passable CA2 results, ballet everyday and the GREAT success for Pasir Ris Chapter Friendship Gathering 27 09 08 <3
Completed e-learning for art and lit. Lit was like so easy just copy and paste from text. LOL. "Things that have four legs are our friends, things that have two are our enemies." Hee.
Went to taka yesterday ate azubo sabu Hokkaido ice-cream. YUMMY! Makes me remember of Jap. ><>
Alright, gotta go, DV xiao yuan at my house (NOT!) C'ozy corner. ^^
I so am looking forward to next next saturday where there's 3 hours of dancing!! LOVE IT MANN! Hopefully there's monday class too. [: Argh slacking this week, ms pang's on holiday. ENJOYING herself i bet.
Finished watching save the last dance 2. SO NICE!!!!! (:
I will dance to the last minute of my life...

random!

2008-04-17T15:28:00.011+08:00

Word of the day: ABS! Ok i know sounds wrong.

It all started yesterday during combined dance cca while doing ms chiam's floor barre tummy exercise i was laughing like mad and i suddenly realised laughing does makes you have abs. Lol and then during CmPs meeting during recess my VERY-FOCUSED group met up, but half of the time we were talking about muscles. Right. And to conclude, I think chocolate also makes you get abs too, (cuz i eat it everyday ><) no larh, i think it's really sit ups. Ok right i duno what i'm talking. LOL. Eh, but most dancers HAVE abs, i think. :S So wana have abs, thirah :D, DANCE! [: i can't imagine mann! hee hee tsk.

Shucks, I only scored 8/10 for my stupid careless damm mistake! I can't stand it anymore. SO wasted. HAIX OMG I FORGOT TO FACTORISE! KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!! Nvm, I'm will try to do well for the next CA. (:

Grade 7 open house (outdated i know)

free movement rawks!

my big day

2008-04-11T09:22:00.006+08:00

UNITED WE STAND, NEVER TO FALL!

BEDOK SPORTS STADIUM! :) [me, cy, shihui, hoileng!]

US! (long caterpillar, NOT! ^^) [me, cy, shihui, debs, mimi]

(above) belle, don be too envious. KIDDING!!!

(continued..)

AHHH TODAY'S THE DAY! So excited and i have this really good feeling I'll do my best. Yesterday had short class cuz ms shyam had class after us. Character was super good and free movement too. Just that i couldn't really click my cabrioles during the exercise when i tried to click when i'm not doing the exercise it was loud. WTH!!! *!$^*!$^* Hopefully today I have all the pirouette luck and click luck. LOL! Thanks ppl for the moral support!! DADDY!!! Thanks for taking the effort to message me although you are busy overseas. :D RUOXI!! THANK YOU TOO! <3>

And yesterday science SPA (totally not relaxing but even have a danger of electrocuting you) was great. Not as difficult as I thought. Then after the test miss chiam was like, "Next time if you girls have any exam on a school day must inform me even though your letter is approved by general office already". I guess cuz cy forgot to tell her before her exam date. Then after class I was like, "tmr i'll not coming to school". Then ms chiam did some awkward position not long after then i realised she did a fifth position in her arms. LOL! So funnaye. Yeah. Gees! I'll be missing geog test today. But i like it sooooo much sounds so fun, i wanna take!

Getting really tensed.. approx. 5 hours to my exam. HOPEFULLY I DON BLACK OUT! Alright I shall start streching now and use theraband!! :D FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET! D:

La danse, c'est le mouvement, et le mouvement, c'est la vie!

DANCE IS MOVEMENT; MOVEMENT IS LIFE!